Monday, January 31, 2005




anna is in regret on Monday, January 31, 2005

anna is in regret on Monday, January 31, 2005

Sunday, January 30, 2005




anna is in regret on Sunday, January 30, 2005

Thursday, January 27, 2005




anna is in regret on Thursday, January 27, 2005

Wednesday, January 26, 2005




anna is in regret on Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Monday, January 24, 2005

Hello there. Please excuse my absence..of two days. I totally forgot what I did Friday night. Saturday I bought a new pair of pants. Thats about the only exciting thing that happened on Saturday. On Sunday..boy I had tons of fun. I went to Melissa's house and we went walking around. We stopped by Circle K and got some coffee. I got French Vanilla which was very good. We were taking some random pictures while we were walking. After all that, we got lost and couldn't find K Park. But a pretty little dog followed us all the way to Danny's house. We gave up looking for K Park..and walked to Danny's house. We didn't really wanna go knock and ask for him..cause we heard him and some other people playing. We ended up going and watching Danny, Alibgaard, and this dude Max "jam out" ..it was a pretty cool experience. I have an over all great time! Anyways, today was pretty ordinary. We had another cruel chair test. I got 4th chair...believe me I was shocked as well. Ha. It was Lisa, Shannon, Stacy, and Me. Woo Hoo, front row at last! My green jacket smells like a man.. : This guy in my english class was wearing it. Hmm..I wonder who my "Valentine" is going to be. If there are any guys out there..that read this..and have a secret crush on me haha...these are the things I would <3 to get. A poem, a song, a nice letter, a drawing, a picture, or a teddy bear. Flowers die..chocolate melts..and balloons are just bags with air. I like when people put thought into things they give other people :D Well thats all for now. Bye!



anna is in regret on Monday, January 24, 2005

Friday, January 21, 2005

Religion. Yes. An often very confusing thing. Well to me anyways. Why is it that everyone religion believes their creed is the true creed? Who knows? When I was born, I was baptized. My family is Catholic. But as a baby, we don't know anything. If I had a choice, I would have rather been baptized at an older age. It's like I was forced to "wash away my sins". Why not add soap while they're at it. I'm glad I was baptized, cause then I wouldn't be talking against it now. Who knows. Ten years from now, I might be a isolated nun. You never know. I can't stand when people preach to me about how I'm suppose to live. I read a quite interesting quote. "If god doesn't like the way I live, let him tell me, not you". I found that funny and serious. I just don't know how people can devote their lifes to something that they don't even know is true. The Bible is one of twenty-seven books for which divine origin is claimed. Who knows which one is true. I won't consider myself anything at the moment. Maybe a dreamer/thinker. I could speak of this non-sense forever. I won't be surprised if I recieve e-mails saying "God loves you".."You're evil"..blah blah. Well I'm off for now. Bye Bye. Something..bless you.




Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence.




anna is in regret on Friday, January 21, 2005

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Another ordinary,boring day. Not much happened today. Melissa invited me to go to Houston with her. I'm not to sure if my mom will let me go. I hope she does because my weekends can get boring at times. Gosh, I wish an "exciting" person lived near me. I always wanted to have a neighbor that I could relate to, and hang out with. But instead, I live next to a prep. ICK! It is the west side..so I don't think I can expect to find any interesting, non-boring, drug-free, people to hang out with. Oh well. In World Geography, everyone was talking about "The End of the World". I think its coming soon. I don't know, but I feel akward. My mom has lived her life..but I have a strange thought. What is older people really didn't live their life, and they are just here..in our lives. In my life. I can't explain it, but I'm gonna try. Boy, this is weird. What if my life..isn't going to go far. Like everyone right now. What if the people (like your grandparents and parents) you love..are just here..like they didn't have an earlier life. They are just here for your life. Anyways, this guy was saying the world is gonna end in 08'. I always thought it would end sooner than that. I just have weird, mixed feelings about the end of the world. I feel like I'm never gonna grow up to be an adult..and go to college...and all that good stuff. It's weird that I always think I'm gonna have short entries..and they end up being pretty long! Boy, I have a lot to say with such little thoughts. Well, I'm off for now.



anna is in regret on Thursday, January 20, 2005

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Hello there. Don't mind my earlier post...I was trying to be "mysterious". Well today was pretty ordinary. Except I had some things that bothered me throughout the day. Those close to me know what I'm talking about. Not much happened today. Yesturday, some guy named Eric had a seizure. It was pretty crazy. Today we had a quiz in band. I think I did okay. Like before, I got nervous. I kept on telling myself before I played.."you're not gonna get nervous".."this is no big deal"..blah blah blah..I didn't listen to that little person in the back of my head saying all that crap. I was pretty nervous, but I think I did just fine. Oh well. I don't have to be in band. But I choose to ..because I <3 it! I feel like I'm slacking off in IPC. I made a 58 on one of my assignments. I don't know how I made such a low grade. I usually do so well in that class. My current average is a 87, which I am disappointed about. IPC is one of my easiest classes..and I go and make stinking 87. GOD. Well..I have nothing else to say but...I'm gonna get a Dr. Pepper and Sunchips after school. yay!



anna is in regret on Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Monday, January 17, 2005

I've been putting some things on hold lately. Mostly because it hurts to think about certain things. I can't be prepared for situations like this like some people. I've experienced a lot of "first" things in High School. One of them being the first time someone called me mean ha. I need to get over the fact that in life, not everyone is gonna like me and welcome me into their hearts with open arms. I need to change that feeling. Anywho, sorry to those who enjoy reading my entries. I haven't updated in a while due to my lazyness, and my two-day "Anna Time". I've been spending a lot of time with my family lately. Thats good right? Usually I go out and hang out with my friends. Is this a change? I don't know. I realized that their are people..who hide their pain through comedy and all that good stuff. It feels so akward when they mention all the bad crap that is going on in their lifes. You feel weird, because it always seems like they don't have a car in the world, and just love life. I don't know once again. Sometimes I jump to conclusions. Maybe their right. Most of the time their wrong. I hope the one I have now is not wrong. Well. I'm out for now.



anna is in regret on Monday, January 17, 2005

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Well, my Friday didn't go as planned. I went to the movies with my two cousins to watch Meet the Fockers. It was pretty good. It wasen't as funny as I expected it to be. Mmm, I saw Lots O' cute boys though! Today has been pretty ordinary. I went to sleep like at 9:30..and woke up at 8:30 toay. So I've been up..frolicking around the house..and being bored. I have nothing else to do. Eww, My stomach was itching earlier..and now there are these two little red dots. I hope it isn't something bad. Yesturday I told my mom I had mono haha. But I was jk...the little sores in my mouth were from my damn braces! Speaking of Braces..danny looks so adorable with his braces! Aww. Well thats all for now!



anna is in regret on Saturday, January 15, 2005

Friday, January 14, 2005

My day was pretty ordinary. I was really tired though. This morning..man I was so hyper. I hurt my leg too..doing this little kick. Theres a lot on my mind. First, my brother, melissa moving, a boy(s), school, band..ah! I know it's gonna be hard for me to coup with Melissa moving. It's gonna suck big time. Hmm..Mmm..boys. hehe. --no comment-- School is alright, but I feel like I'm half-assing my work. Band..I really need to practice and work on my solo and my ensemble music. My mom couldn't take my sister and I to school this morning. A prisoner died around 3am today. My mom told me he has Hepetidis...really bad. He was all asking for help and he didn't get any. WTF?! I know he's a prisoner..but he deserves help too you know. APPARENTLY, the Medical Department over there said that he was okay..and they didn't need to call an ambulance. How can a person be okay when they're bleeding from their ass, and throwing up. Gosh. It's so horrible. I feel sorry for people in prison. They live in horrible condition. But then again..they led themselves there. But STILL..the government should at least provide descent living space. Oh well. It's most likely better than freaking Iraqi prisons. Anywho, tonight..Hmm..I'm not sure what my plans are for tonight. I don't know if I'll still go to the movies to meet Haz. I haven't talked to him in a while (2 days) , so who knows if he still wants to go. If I don't talk to him before 6:30, I'm not going. It's just gonna be me, myself, and I. Oh hell, I might even just go to the movies by myself for the hell of it. I've never done that before. Who knows. Wow, I didn't expect this entry to be this long. Well. I'm off for now!



anna is in regret on Friday, January 14, 2005

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Today was a very tiring day..as my title states. I feel so lazy. I wasen't online all day yesturday. I'm surprised because I usually get online right after school. I'm gonna be needing to practice my solo, and also my ensemble music. My ensemble isn't that hard, but my solo is a little tuffy. I'm so glad is Friday. I'm so glad this week is gonna come to an end. Rudy moved back to his old school. That's crazy! No one even said bye to him. I guess he's another Ramon. haha. 3:15 now...Time seems to be slowly ticking away..as I sit here..tired..staticky hair..baggy eyes..damnit. Well..I'm off for now. I need a Dr. Pepper!



anna is in regret on Thursday, January 13, 2005

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I think my horoscope for tommorow is kinda "interesting" as it states. Hmm..I wonder!
Anywho, today was an alright day. I'm glad I finally presented my powerpoint, because
if I didn't present it today..then I'd have to present it tommorow in the Lecture Hall..with
a microphone. It went smoothy except I forgot Coup was pronounced 'koo' ..and I couldn't
pronouce this once word that I forgot at the moment. Well, I can't wait till Friday. Cause then
we have a three day weekend! Woo Hoo! The Bell is about to ring. Off I go frolicking through the
halls of morons, some occasional nice people,preps, and jocks. Off I go! haha


Quickie:There's nothing wrong with being uncertain. Ask away. There are no dumb questions.

Overview:This is one of those days that often goes down in the books as 'interesting' for a variety of reasons. Take the best of it -- i.e., the fun and surprises you're in for this morning -- and let the rest go.



anna is in regret on Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

-- don't squander your affections on the
undeserving

I got that quote from my "love horoscope". I dunno, I just thought it was kinda interesting. Well there isn't much to say about today. It was a normal day. I'm surprised that I wasen't sleepy at all in any of my classes. Some weird guy asked me to go to the movies with him on Friday..and I said NO..not mean or anything..but I think he got the picture. Plus, him and his friends are a bunch of jock idiots. I'm not sure if jock idiots makes sense. Oh well. Well..I can't wait till the bell rings and I get to sink my metal mouth into a delicious..whatever we're having at Sonic! Bye bye!

"Hey,you in the jacket!"

"We're all wearing jackets.."

anna is in regret on Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Monday, January 10, 2005

Today has been an alright day. I did really horrible on our chair test today. So I'm kinda bummed out about that. Stacy did way better than me. So I'll probably be last chair, like I expected to be because of how I played last night. Oh well. I'll just try to do better on our next quiz. All day I've been feeling sick..like I need to burp..or throw up or something. I just don't know. Maybe is gonna be that time of the month. I have no clue, but I just feel awful. We had to present our powerpoint in the lecture hall today..luckly there wasen't enough time for me, and many other people, to present their powerpoints. On one powerpoint...there was a town called Cicicaca...I thought that was hilarious...and so did Marissa haha. I really hate standing in front of a class and talking..or playing. My nerves just get to me and I sound like a blabbing idiot. I blame my nerves on my playing today :P I don't know, I just can't stand being in front of people. I mean...I feel really comfortable when its just my friends...or if I'm talking to a person I know one on one..I don't feel a drop of nervousness..its only when I'm in front of 20 or so people. I need to stop this..or I'm not gonna be able to speak my mind one of these days. I must stop! haha. Well..anywho..I talked to Haz last night on the phone. It was a very interesting conversation. The first ten minutes...there was a bit of silence..and only a few spoken words. That too, I get nervous on the phone when I'm talking to people I don't really know. Well anyways, that was a pretty cool conversation..if I say so myself. No futher details will be written about that :) Well..I'm going to make myself usefull and ..look up crap on Google. I like making things bold haha. WeLL ByE ByE 4 NoW!



anna is in regret on Monday, January 10, 2005

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Well tommorow is my little sister's birthday! She's turning 14. So, tommorow I'm basically gonna be hanging out with the family. We're suppose to go see White Noise, and then go to some resturant. So..tommorow is gonna be pretty fun. Anyways, my week has been pretty ordinary. I was planning to do something on my own today..but that didn't work out as planned..due to lack of communication. Oh well. I'm kinda nervous about our Quiz in Band on Monday. I tryed playing it, and I sounded really bad. I'll just work on it really hard..tommorow..after our festivities are over with. Anyways..my mom is at some dance with my cousins and aunt. I'm glad she has the freedom to go out and have fun once in a while. And I'm glad I get to stay home alone with my brother and sister ..its fun. Having the freedom to watch tv, get online, ..and "party" is fun. My brother, sister, and I always have fun doing random things. It's usually at night..cause during the day time we're usually fighting. They always pick on me ...but its funny. We do stupid impressions that we see on Comedy Central. We have been saying "I'm Old" (old-person ish) all the time! You gotta hear it to understand why its so funny haha. Gosh..we're odd children haha. I saw this commerical that had some slogom that said "You don't have to get high to fly"...and like these people jumped into the air..and it like froze...and they were just is mid-air..for a couple of seconds..Well my sister and I say "You dont have to get high to fly" (all cornyish"..and we pretend we're in mid-air..haha. I don't need drugs..or alchohol to feel..high or drunk haha...it comes naturally...by doing out of the ordinary things. Well..I've blabbed on for a while now. So I guess this is my GoodBye! Good byyyeeee...Good Byyyeee...Goood byyyyyeeee ( if you watch family guy..you'll understand that)



anna is in regret on Saturday, January 08, 2005

Friday, January 07, 2005

Its finally Friday! Today wasen't all that bad. My mom bought me breakfast from McDonalds so that was kinda cool. I also got my report card today. I passed all of my classes with pretty good scores. My lowest grade was a 86 in World Geography. That class is pretty challenging..thats why I like it. I know that if I pull off a 86 in that class..I can easily make an A in regular Wolrd Geography classes. Anyways, I passed all my exams ..and my lowest was a 88 in english. I got A's in all my other exams. Yeah..I'll stop showing off my grades now haha. I think its way better to work really hard in an advanced class..and make..for example a 86..then going to a regular classs and easily making a high A. I like the challenge (at times). Anyways, this week has been pretty good. I'm moving on..from now on. Tommorow I'm planning on going to the movies on my own..thats a first. In the summer, I planning to have "Anna Time" to find myself..find who I truly am...find religion..find everything I haven't discovered yet. I might even pick up a hobbie. Well..I don't have much to talk about at the moment..so bye bye for now!!



anna is in regret on Friday, January 07, 2005

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Death...it will eventually happen one way or another. To strangers..or to people you know and care about. A lady across the street (Corina) died yesturday around noon. I knew she was sick...and as my car passed her home..and I saw all her grandchildren crying outside..I knew she had died. She was so outgoing, and kind..its sad when a really good person gets taken away. But at least we know she's going to heaven. I myself have never experience the pain of a loved one dying. My mom said its the worst thing you can possibly go through. Its like your heart was ripped out and you think you cannot go on anymore. I know death is coming soon in my family. My grandma is 76...I know one day she'll die. I'm just hoping that she isn't afraid..I know she'll go to heaven. She is a great, loving woman and I love her dearly. I believe a person knows when they are going to die. Corina went over to her dining table where her husband was having lunch..and she shed tears..and was taken away. It's sad. I know this entry sounds depressing..but I just can't get death out of my mind. Thats all for now.



My heart goes out to all the tsunami victims and their families.



anna is in regret on Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Monday, January 03, 2005

Today was a pretty cool day. I went to see Limoney Snicket's with Melissa and Danny. The movie was pretty awesome. At the moment I am deciding wether or not..I will eat the tuna (that Eric is making ..without mayo). I'm really hungry at the moment..but I don't wanna eat this late at night. I'm currently at Melissa's house..getting sweaty...and being bored. Earlier today..my leg fell asleep and I tried to walk and I felt all ..crippled. It was really weird.. I just realized that I need to make some more friends..the ones I have now bore the hell outta me haha jk. Well..I have nothing to talk about at the moment. Later.



anna is in regret on Monday, January 03, 2005

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Everytime I mention the quote "Not the Mama"..not one seems to know what I'm talking about. Back in the early 90's a show called Dinosaurs was aired on ABC...I don't know what happend to the show..it was soo awesome! I can still remember watching it when I was really small. Of all the six characters..I remember Baby Sinclair the best! That baby was soo adorable! The only person that I know that remembers that show is Danny..I'm surprised no one else remembers it.


Robbie Sinclair (teenage son)



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

Earl Sinclair (father)



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

Fran Sinclair (mother)



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

Well I don't have a portrait of Charlene Sinclair (teenage daughter) but in this family portrait she is the first one to the left.



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

Baby Cinclair (the baby...not the mama!)



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

Ethel Phillips (grandma)



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005

A lot of things have been bothering me lately...I do not wish to discuss those things here...because drama can happen. I wish I wasen't so happy go lucky all the time...I don't wanna hurt anyone..but I still wanna let people know how I'm feeling and how I'm feeling the way they are ..or the way they're acting. I don't know if its just me..or if I can't take a joke..but this just bothers me. It literally pisses me off at times...and I can't blow it off. Oh well...maybe I shouldn't keep certain things all in the inside...if I do that then I'll eventually become mad(er) and start questioning things. Well..thats all thats running through my head for now.



anna is in regret on Sunday, January 02, 2005