Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Today I had an orthodontist appointment like at 9:30 in Corpus and I'm really sore right now. I'm in Record Keeping typing up this entry. Lucky me, I found a computer that had an account open that has the internet on it. I got to miss four of my classes this morning which was pretty cool. But now I have to get all my make-up work and do a test after school. I didn't even get to see my friends or Jesse..aww. I'm sure they all missed me as much as I missed them. Haha. I just realized that I haven't eaten anything thing since this morning (a HUGE taco). Ha, that was out of the blue. Anyways, there have been a lot of things on my mind lately. I've been in the "thinking" mood. Why is it so hard to know how you truly feel about something or someone at certain times? Yes, it can be so easy, but other times you're just so damn confused about it. Confusion...I hate it. Enough of that..my teeth are killing me. But I'm still persistent on chewing on this gum. Naughty me. I hope I get to spend some time with my buddy-ol-pals. I always have a great time when I'm with them. Usually its just me, Melissa, Kristin, and Brian who hang out together. They're fun people! My stomach growled...it was loud too..I'm kind of embarrassed now cause it was REALLY loud. haha. Well the bell is fixing to ring. Maybe I'll have more to talk about later. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Monday, March 28, 2005
-- LASTS --
Last cigarette: Never smoked
Last car ride: Last night to blockbuster
Last good cry: I hardly ever cry..so I don't know
Last library book checked out: sometime last year
Last movie seen: The Grudge
Last beverage drank: Some generic version of 7-up
Last food consumed: Cake
Last crush: jesse
Last phone call: in the early hours of today
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my converse
Last items bought: a foundation drink from Diamond Shamrock
Last disappointment: yesterday, at jesse's house
Last shirt worn: some dressy v-neck
Last website: melissa's journal and rain's journal
Last word/s you said: "WHAT?!" to my mom
Last song you sang: Anything but Ordinary by Avril Lavigne
What color socks are you wearing? black..all my white socks are dirrty
What's under your bed: dirt, my stuffed boy, and probably socks
What time did you wake up today? 1 pm
-- FUTURE --
Who do you want to live with? Myself, Jesse, or any of my other friends
What is your career going to be? Being a PA Assistant..or a doctor
Where are you going to live? Somewhere nice..by a beach (NO TOURIST!)
How many kids do you want? 2 OR 3
What kind of car(s): Ford Mustang, or a Camaro
-- CURRENT --
Current mood: Relaxed
Current music: Tool
Current taste: Chocolate and Citrus
Current hair: Up..I don't know how it's staying up though..
Current clothes: sweat pants and a black shirt
Current annoyance(s): my mom leaving my light on..and the coldness from my ceiling fan
Current desktop picture: some default pic
Current book: none
-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? Squirming around or shaking my leg
2. Are you double jointed? I don't think so
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Yes
5. Can you blow spit bubble? No
6. Can you cross your eyes? Yes
7. Tattoos? No
8. Piercings and where? My ears..I want to get my lip pierced though
9. Do you make your bed daily? No
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? Left
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? Yeah
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? like 2 or 3 dollars
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my watch and my friendship bracelet
14. Favorite piece of clothing? My undies
-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? I'm hispanic, so yeah
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? Candy Bar Classic (Creamy Creations)
18. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? One (not a big fan of cereal..mainly due to the whole milk part)
19. What's your favorite beverage? Dr Pepper
20. What's your favorite restaurant? McDonalds, Taco Bell, Boat N' Net, any place with good food
21. Do you cook? Only if I have to
-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth? Like three times a day
23. Hair drying method? Air dry or if I want to straighten it I blowdry it
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair/what color? Yes, medium rich brown and some nasty hightlights that looked orange (I took it out)
- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? Yeah
26. Do you ever spit? Only if I have flem and there isn't a trash can around
-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? Ducks, Cats, Rabbits
28. Food? Greasy burgers, pizza, enchiladas
29. Month? February
30. Day? Friday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? Beth Oblong, and Stewie
32. Shoe Brand? New Balance, Converse and Nike
33. Subject in school? Algebra, World Geography, and Record Keeping
34. Colors? Teal, baby blue, green..
35. Sport? I'm a lazy bum...but I'd like to play soccer
36. TV show? I don't know
-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? On my stomach with my pillow over my head
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? Yes..I feel naked without a blanket
50. Do you snore? Nope but I drool a lot
52. Do you talk in your sleep? If someone talks to me..yes (sometimes)
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope..more like a stuffed boy..haha jk
54. How about with the light on? Nope
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? TV
T or F, Rarely, Sometimes
you cook your own dinner: R
you do your own chores: S
your parents still give you money for things: T
you're gay: F
you walk around barefoot indoors most of the time: T
you got laid today: F
you like beef jerky: T
your 1st car was new: F
you own more than one brush: T
your favorite color is red: F
you plan on never going to college: F
you're completely broke right now: T
everyone compliments you on your clothes: F
you're happy with your hair: S (only when I see people with really ugly hair)
you own 3 dogs: F
you spend your money wisely: R
you're always making new friends: R..I don't make friends with just anyone
you like to swim: F, I can't swim
you get bored so you take a shower: S
you're patient: S
anna is in regret on Monday, March 28, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Hello and Happy Easter to you all! My easter was alright. My house was packed with all of my relatives. I had fun hanging out at my house with my family. Around five my mom finally let me go to Jesse's house. I had a good time. After all of that, my mom took my brother, sister, and I to rent a movie. I rented The Grudge..cause I haven't seen it. I paused it so I could come type up an entry while my mom, sister, and brother are dropping off my little cousin. Looks like there here. I guess that's all for now. Bye all! Oh by the way...best of luck to everyone who's trying out for annual!
anna is in regret on Sunday, March 27, 2005
Friday, March 25, 2005
I've been having a pretty good day. After pleading ..and reassurance..my mom let me go to Jesse's house for like an hour. I had a good time. Now I'm here at Melissa's house listening to Krisitn, Melissa, and Brian practice for annual. They're sounding pretty good. Kristin is getting the hang of the bass part really well. Good Job Kristin! I'm not to sure what to type now. I have a lot of my mind, but theres no need to talk about it on here. It's to personal. "Maybe you were all faster than me, we gave each other up so easily"....a verse from "White Houses"..such a pretty song. I guess that's all for now. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Friday, March 25, 2005
Thursday, March 24, 2005
It's finally Thursday. No school tomorrow. Well..let me review my day. I came to school not tired..kind of hyper..my day went okay...I felt kind of disappointed at random moments throughout my day...after school my mom kept on lecturing me and telling me a bunch of stuff that I already know and really don't need to hear again and again....earlier today I was walking outside and I stepped in dog poop..so that made my day suck..so I'm just here in a blah mood. I'm listening to "Schism" by Tool. I downloaded it a couple of days ago and I can't stop listening to it. I even heard it playing in the background of the Romeo and Juliet movie we were watching in English. Well I'm just sitting here trying to think of others things to say. I have a lot to say about a certain situation that's going on in my head..but I think its better that I figure it out on my own. I have nothing else to say except..."I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'm be cavalier, I'll be your's my dearI'll belong to you if you just let me through"...Dashboard Confessional-As Lovers Go...Cool Song...it makes me wanna go frolick in daisies hand in hand with a boy..Bye all.
anna is in regret on Thursday, March 24, 2005
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Have you ever felt like you were just like someone else? It's always kind of cool to meet someone that's just like you..but after a while it gets annoying. Because you see how you truly are..and most people don't realize how they act until this happens..and it can be either good or bad. I'm not to sure why I'm feeling like this. It just overcame me while I was thinking to myself. It's pretty sad to be just like someone else...because you're being fake. Fake to yourself..and fake to everyone around you. I don't want to change a lot, but I just want to declare myself as an individual instead of another follower or a person being followed. I can't really FULLY explain how I'm feeling..its to hard. I don't know what I'm thinking this way. I blame it on my damn cough. Anyways..enough of that confusing crap. My day went well. I was a little distant today..and I think that's kind of good. A little distance doesn't hurt. I can't wait till that Relay for Life thing..it sounds like a lot of fun. But WHO knows if I'll be that excited come May. I got my progress report today. I did well in six of my classes..all A's in those woo hoo. I got a 79 in Algebra..so I went after school and checked why it was so low..cause I always do really good in that class. Well it turned out that I was missing three papers. I had two of them crumbled in my backpack..and one I just didn't do cause I missed that class. I guess that's all I have for now. Bye all
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
Another tiresome day. Well I wasn't exactly tired, but bored. I didn't really do much in any of my classes, and that kind of annoys me but still at the same time makes me feel relaxed. I didn't do anything in Spanish or IPC. I had little work in all of my classes. I had an okay day. Not the absolute best, but okay. Mondays are always kind of sucky. I asked my mom today if I could go to Jesse's house one day. She said yes, and that kind of surprised me. Just weeks ago she was being all weird about me going to the movies with him at nine..and now she's saying I can go over to his house? Maybe its because she knows his mom and trust her to look after us. Anyways, after school a dog got hit by a car. I didn't see it happen (thank ..whoever) but I did hear its sad yells. It was so sad. All these people ran to the dog's rescue. That stalker guy tried to talk to me today. I tried to ignore him but he just kept on. I was standing there with Kristin looking at the dog across the street..and he came behind me and said "Can I ask you something".."Can you at least say hi to me"..what the hell?! I thought I got done with that stuff a while back. I don't want to talk to him. He really creeps me out. He's ..I guess you can say friendly or whatever..but there is just something about him that makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. Then he asked me if I would be there to see him graduate..I don't even know the guy...and he's asking me to go see his graduation. I'm sorry if I sound mean, but I think that's really strange. Okay..I'm gonna stop talking about that now. I'm feeling really weird at the moment. Some weird stuff happened just a few minutes ago. Maybe I'm just acting gullible or crazy or something unexplainable. Maybe what I saw is a sign. Maybe it's just my eyes. Who knows. I don't know. Time will tell. I got a duck today. I'm not to sure what to name it..but I pooped on my arm. It grossed me out big time so I went to take a long hot shower to get rid of the funk. It only cost me $3.50...and it's orange. The orange will eventually go away, and it'll be white. I use to have a duck a couple of years ago, but I died one day...I'm still not to sure how or why it died. Well I guess that's all the news I have for today. Bye all.
anna is in regret on Monday, March 21, 2005
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Well today is Sunday...which means tomorrow is Monday..which means we have school...BUT we have Friday off so thats pretty awesome. Spring break passed by so fast. Oh well I had fun. I'm glad I didn't stay home a lot and do nothing. I hate not having stories to tell when I get back from Spring Break. It's like.."What did you do over Spring Break?".."Oh nothing..stayed home..gained 50 pounds..watched tv..thats about it"...I HATE THAT! I have a few funny, nasty, sad, perverted stories to tell. hehe. Anywho, Kristin and I slept over at Melissa's house yesterday. Brian was also there..but he didn't spend the night (of course not). Another guest joined us later that night..which was kind of a shocker to me. I tryed to pull an all-nighter with Melissa and Kristin..but I just couldn't. I went to sleep around 6:30...and left around noon. I've been getting bad sleep lately and its going to catch up on me tonight. I hope I can fall asleep..but I know Jesse will call...and I'll be on the phone late..and I'll be tired in the morning..and I won't wanna go to school cause I'm gonna be tired. I know whats going to happen. I talked to Jesse last night..but I felt kind of bad because a big portion of my attention was focused on Melissa, Kristin, and Brian. I talked to him later that night..and got to talk to him without any big interuptions. It was nice but there was a lot of silence for some akward reason. I hope nothing is bothering him. I was feeling pretty good but I couldn't think of anything to say. I was very BLAH. I'll try to call him up late today and see what he's up to. Well I guess that's all for now. The LaCHOSA is watching me.. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Sunday, March 20, 2005
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Hello my dear readers. I haven't updated in a couple of days...due to my laziness. Well yesterday was my mom's birthday, so I stayed home most of the day celebrating I guess. Later that night Melissa invited me and Brian to go to McDonalds and eat an ice-cream or something. It was pretty awesome. After we ate, Melissa's mom said we could go to the carnival for a little while. We walked around a little then rode the Ferris Wheel and walked around some more. It was fun. I talked to Jesse today. He called right when I was getting ready for shut eye. We talked till about 4:30..and I think he fell asleep on me..haha. So I hung up and let him be. I won't be expecting him back till either Wednesday or Thursday..so hopefully then we'll be able to spend some time together. I'm not mad or anything cause I haven't seen him....I'm just kinda sad. I really miss him. Despite him not being here, I've been holding up pretty well and having a good time. Anyways, I'm not to sure what I'm gonna do today. Melissa invited me to sleep over...but it all depends on what my mom says. Well I'm getting pretty tired so that's all for now. Until Next Time when I'm not tired, sick, anxious, weird, and phase looking..bye all.
anna is in regret on Saturday, March 19, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The smell of cigarettes in the air, the ugly carnies, sluty twelve year olds, dizziness, creepy boys, nausea...yes I went to the carnival today. It was boring, but fun. It was nice to get out of the house. I don't know why I go to the carnival because I always end up getting sick and ruining people's time. After being stalked by immature, dark, druggie, mexican boys....Melissa and I had a wonderful meal at McDonalds! We came across some very nice people who payed the 11 cents that we didn't have. Luckily before we left before all the preppy ass 8th graders raided McDonalds. I don't understand why little twelve year old girls prance around in little skirts like they're soo sexy and adult like. It pisses me off. Oh well. For some odd reason I feel like I'm really busy. Maybe its because a lot of people are talking to me! I'm so popular..no not really. It's really cold outside..and that sucks because its not good weather to go out and have fun in. Oh well. I guess that's all for now. My fingers are slowly numbing from all this typing. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Hello all. Today's mood isn't very good. I'm very moody, lonely, and I'm questioning a lot of things today. I blame it on my siblings. To put it simple, they piss me off. They just make me mad. Any little thing they do just annoys me. I don't know if its me or them , but I'm always moody when I'm at home. My brother was telling me a bunch of really mean stuff about a current event that's made me question a lot of things. He accomplished what he wanted to. That sucks cause I tried to stop it but I couldn't stop that bad feeling. I shouldn't be so paranoid and expect the worst out of a little situation. Anyways, I'm really bored. I hate staying home and not having anything to do. It's spring break, I'm suppose to be out and about. It's already Tuesday..and I feel like I still haven't done what I wanted to do. I know what I wanna do..but right now it's hard to do. Well anywho, I don't have anything planned for today. I got a phone call from Jesse Sunday night. Although it was only a 20 minute phone call, it was nice to know he was doing okay. I feel kinda bad for not talking to him that much..because I was at Stacy's and I was paying attention to the conversation the girls and I were having. I regret not taking a least a good while to talk to him alone. I feel like such a jealous girlfriend at times. I'm jealous that I can't be with him right now. I just hope that he doesn't do anything stupid over there. He told me he did something that I don't really approve of but I can't stop it. I just hope that he didn't do anything during that time that he would regret now. Please, no one ask what he did because I wanna keep that to myself. That counts for everyone.. Well I guess that's all for now peeps. Stay safe and have fun! Bye all.
anna is in regret on Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Monday, March 14, 2005
Hello everyone. Yesterday Stacy had a pretty awesome sleepover. Stacy, Melissa, Kristin, Season, BRIANNA, and I were the ones there. Some drama erupted at night but all is well now. Jesse called me last night. *smiles* I hadn't talked to him since Friday. I really miss him. He's in Temple and I'm not sure when he's coming back. I'm not trying to be selfish but I want him to come back soon cause I wanna see him. Back to the sleepover. I had a pretty good time. Despite the cold winds, accidents, farts, drama, stuffy noses, MORE DRAMA, and funky smoky smells..I had an awesome time! I don't regret going. I stayed at Stacys' today till like 5..then came home, used the facilities, took a nap, ate, showered..and thats about it. Hopefully I can do something tomorrow. Oh I forgot to mention! I got some new shoes yesterday. They're gray low top converse...I already got them dirty though. Well I guess that's all I have for now. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Monday, March 14, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Today, I'm going to Corpus or possibly Victoria to do a little shopping. HOPEFULLY I can find the pair of Converse brown low top shoes that I've been wanting. I found out yesterday that Jesse isn't going to be here all week. That really sucks. Thanks again to Melissa for helping me get my comment page up. Everyone can now post comments and read comments that people have left me. Well I have to get ready to go. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Sunday, March 13, 2005
Saturday, March 12, 2005
I had an awesome Friday! Kristin, Brian,Melissa, and I all hung out and watched movies at Melissa's house. We watched Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle..it was awesome! I had an awesome time. Kristin and I decided to spend the night at Melissa's ...it was pretty awesome. Brian stayed till like 1 or so...and then he left. I was the first to go to sleep. I took a caffeine pill earlier in hopes of keeping me up..but it failed to do so. Well anyways..today has been okay. Not much is going on. My aunt and uncle from Sugarland are over here..and we had a BBQ. Blah..its a nice outside...I should go roll in the grass like a dirrty little girl. My fingers are tired and the light from my screen is hurting my eyes. Bye all! Have a FUN, SAFE Spring Break!
anna is in regret on Saturday, March 12, 2005
Friday, March 11, 2005
SpRiNg BrEaK! Woo Woo! In about thirty-five more minutes I'll be out of here. If all goes well, I'm gonna go walking around with Melissa. Who knows where our little legs will take us. May it be Wal-Mart or HEB..our little walks are always fun. In 2nd period, the whole class had to go outside cause they have the drug dog come in our classroom and sniff around. These two potheads in my class were all freaking out. One of them was begging to go to the bathroom while we were outside. Hmm..I wonder why? I don't know why people bring drugs to school..its really stupid idea. Well anyways, my day went pretty good. I pretty much relaxed in all of my classes...including in here (record keeping). Man..I've heard a lot of people say that they're gonna get "fucked up" during spring break...its kinda sad. Oh well. My mind is really BLAH at the moment. I don't want to end this so soon. It's barely anything! I feel kinda tired now. I don't know why. Just like five minutes ago I felt so awake and hyper. Maybe its because I've been staring at this screen for a while now. Ohh...next Thursday there is gonna be a show in town. Like four bands are gonna be playing...and hopefully I can go and watch. It's gonna be a whole new environment that I'm sure as hell not use to. It's healthy to be curious..but not TO curious. Hopefully the bands will be AWESOME. I'm not to sure if Melissa is gonna go. If not then I'll find some buddies (Kristin, Marissa, or Tamara) to hang out with. Well I guess this is good enough. Maybe later I'll have more to talk about. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Friday, March 11, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I'm bad. Not really. I just thought that would be a good introduction! My day went pretty good. Me and Melissa were tardy to Spanish (1st period)..we found the UNDYING need to go buy a Dr. Pepper. We were both extremely hyper. "What if what we're seeing is really water..and the clouds are ice-burgs..and the stars are glowing fish..?"--Me "It's a sign..thats telling us that we're gonna be okay.."--again me... I was being all weird. It was pretty fun though. I thank Tamara for contributing to my hyperness by giving me TWO pieces of CANDY. Woo Woo. Jesse had ISS today. Naughty him. Tomorrow is Friday..which is closer to Saturday..which is closer to Sunday..which is close to Monday and WE HAVE NO SCHOOL DUE TO SPRING BREAK..then Monday is close to Friday..which is closer to Saturday..which is close to Sunday..and after Sunday is Monday..and Monday is School. Just thought you all should know. Well I guess that's all for now. Maybe later I'll have more to say. Bye all.
anna is in regret on Thursday, March 10, 2005
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Another ordinary day. Not much happened. Melissa and Sarah both weren't at school today. I know Melissa was sick but I don't know about Sarah. I'm really tire at the moment. I haven't been getting good sleep lately. "Stay up to late and I'm too thin" I should be getting more of it because my skin is bad and I have major bags. Okay I have to admit it. I'm addicted to the song "White Houses"...it was first introduced to me by Melissa. Thanks a lot haha. It's a really good song. It talks about how she (vanessa carlton) lost her virginity, got hurt in the process, and fell in love. I guess I like it because I'm a girl...and it talks about stuff that we have been through. Not me of course. I know one day I'll either get hurt, fall in love, give my gift to someone..but I hope I have no regrets in the end. Anyways, I'm pretty surprised how good my school year has been so far. I've made a lot of mistakes in the past..which I regret now. From the friends I had to the decisions I decided to make. My worst year was my 7th grade year. I got in a fight with a great friend of mine, started hanging out with people who aren't so great, and failed a class for the first time. 8th grade was okay. There was a lot of drama between my small group of good friends. The drama didn't really concern me, but annoyed me. No one likes drama. I don't know if I should get use to the feeling of happiness. I like the way things are going now..but for some reason it seem so unreal. Maybe I should just be happy with being happy all the time. I don't want anything bad, upsetting, or sad to happen..but I'm kinda expecting something bad, upsetting, or sad to happen as time goes by. Being happy is better than being sad all the time! Blah..I guess that's all I'm gonna blab on about for now. I need a shower. I smell like a manly man haha...I blame it on excessive hugs. Hugs are nice though! Bye all!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Hello beautiful people. My day has been pretty cool..besides the fact that someone threw an orange that hit me in the back after lunch..its been great! Not much is going on. Everything is still going strong and good. And I'm glad! Hmm..whats there to say? Things between me and Jesse have been going really good. Its kinda funny..cause I remember complaining to Mr. Abildgaard how annoying Jesse was..and look at us now. He's not annoying anymore. Haha. There really isn't much I can say. GOSH..I'm still wondering who was the bastard that threw that orange at me. Apparently it was some little whimp cause he couldn't even fess up that it was him. Losers. Haha..that was kinda funny though..cause I'm pretty sure it was some huge jock guy who did it..picture some huge guy throwing an orange at a tiny freshman girl.. Isn't that so MANLY!?! I'm sure his girlfriend just adores him! Why do some guys have to be soo fucking stupid?! I'm not mad at what that person did..I'm just kinda surprised that someone would do that to little ol' helpless, scrawny me! haha. Well I guess thats all for now. The bell is fixing to ring. Bye all!!
anna is in regret on Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Monday, March 07, 2005
Hello beautiful people! My day has been good and boring. There was a blackout during 4th period. It was pretty awesome. Ah, we just got this week and then its SPRING BREAK! Woo Woo! I'm not to sure what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna try to make a shedule for what I gonna do that day. Not much is going on right now. I have nothing to say. My mind is really BLANK today. I need to stop saying "nothing" and "I don't know"...I just do haha. Why do boys have to be so complicating? That's the question of the day. I'm gonna try to have a "question of the day" from now on. Haha. Well I guess that's all for now. I forgot to mention something..I did a naughty yesterday and today..it shall be unknown and not spoken of right now. haha. Bye all!
By the way- The "naughty" thing that I mentioned doesn't in any way relate to anything sexual. All I did was drink chocolate milk. If you read my "random facts about me" page..milk gives me gas. (#9) TA DA!
anna is in regret on Monday, March 07, 2005
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Shame on me. I've been up since about 2:40. No sleep. This is very unhealthy. But I have a good reason to be up. I have some homework to do and some other stuff. Ahh..I should be doing my homework instead of updating. Ha. Well that's all for now. Hopefully I'll get some sleep soon. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Sunday, March 06, 2005
Hello there. Eh, its 7:12 am..and I'm awake. That's a shocker. I blame Jesse. He called me around 2:40 while I was in my REM stages. I woke up like right before he called. It was weird cause it was like I expected him to call..but I was half asleep when I expected it. Ah weirdness. We had a pretty good conversation. He couldn't take this whole "not sleeping" thing and decided to go around 6:40. So here I am. Hungry, kinda sore from yesterday, and listening to the rain pound of my window and my cat's horny meows. Haha. That slut. I left her outside on accident...while it was raining. I finally remembered about her around the time I hung up with Jesse. Anyways, I had a lot of fun yesterday. Me, Jesse, Brian, and Melissa all hung out at Melissa's house to "watch a movie". No one was really paying attention. I wasn't due to my hyperness and the same goes with Melissa. Brian was off in the corner playing Melissa's guitar and Jesse was humping something..jk. So we decided to go walking around. Brian went to go get some money for COMIDA and then we walked to McDonald..ate..walked to Wal-Mart..then my mom called. She was asking where I was. I told her at wal-mart and thats when she started questioning me. I don't know why I didn't call her and tell her we were going to Wal-Mart. I'm pretty sure she would have let me go if I asked first. Ah, Oh well. What's done is done. My punishment was that I couldn't sleep over at Melissa's house. That kinda sucked cause I was really looking forward to sleeping over. Oh well. It's 7:20 now..and I'm really hoping my mom doesn't try to force me to go to caca Church. I believe that if I wanna go to church..I should go..and if I don't ..I shouldn't be forced to. I swear..I can't stand going to church. Half the people there just go to go. It's like they think.."Oh I go to church every Sunday..so that means I'm guaranteed a place in heaven". That isn't true. Apparently you have to be a good person to go to "heaven"..and not just go to church all the time. That's stupid..AH..don't get me started on this religion stuff. At ED Fest some crazy man and lady were all preaching in front of this building. It kinda freaked me out because it sounded like they were being possessed by some loud, obnoxious, overly-religious person. Ah, I don't understand why people take little babies to church. It's not like they understand half the shit they're preaching. They just sit their and cry in the their little cute outfits...and their parents can't even pay attention the PREACHINGS OF THE MASTER OH GOD REVEREND LORD OL' MIGHTY PERSON...so what's the point? Ah. Like I said before..don't get me started. Wow..I wrote a lot. That's pretty darn cool. Well I'm getting pretty hungry. I'm gonna go make myself something to eat. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Sunday, March 06, 2005
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Hi all! I've been putting a lot of effort into making my new blog template look nice. I really like it. It took a lot of hard work. I'm really getting into black and white pictures..I find them so pretty. No matter what the picture is of, I find it so pretty. Hopefully I'll be done editing my template pretty soon so I can entertain all of my readers with long, boring entries. Anywho, today I'm planning to go over to Melissa's house to watch a movie with some friends. Hopefully all goes as planned and we all have a good time. Last night I saw "Cursed" with Jesse. It wasn't a very good movie, but I had a good time anyways. Well I guess that's all for now. I have some stuff to do. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Saturday, March 05, 2005
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Hello all. My day was okay. I'm feeling a bit lonely today. No one is online, no one answers their phone, and I have nothing to do tonight. I can't stand having no one to talk to..it sucks. I'm sure everyone feels that way..well except loners. Thats why they call them loners..cause they wanna be lonely. I have a really bad headache right now. Today, to my surprise, I had to go to my orthodontist. Apparently I need to work on my brushing some more and wear my elastics. I have to wear some in the front 12 hours a day (at night) and the ones in the back 12 hours a day (during the day). It really sucks cause it makes me talk funnier than I already do. Rich people piss me off. I don't really have much to say today. It's been a boring day. I went to Wal-Mart...bought some hair clips..and straightner..and I got a new battery in my watch..that was the highlight of my day. Sad ain't it? HaHa. Tomorrow will be better. Well that's all for now. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Thursday, March 03, 2005
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
I'm trying to act all "poetic"..so don't ask haha.
Blahness-
You're like the smell before the rain.
You are my gray beach.
The akwardness that no one heeds.
Your inscrutable in any light
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Today has been okay. I got a cold from my brother and sister..so right now I'm in the first stage of it..a sore throat. It sucks. I've been feeling horrible all day...and a bit cranky. Sorry to those who I took my crankyness out on. Drama..it really sucks. You can't really prevent it from happening..unless you lock yourself out of this world. For some reason I feel like I was being ...not like myself..usually I'm all happy-go-lucky..but I'm really gloomy today. Oh well..hopefully all of this will go away. Thanks to all of those who gave me their sympathy. Oh yeah I forgot to mention something. There is this senior guy who likes me..yeah..he doesn't even know me..but he likes me. Well he's been like hanging around me lately and its really creeping the shit out of me. At lunch today he came up to me and said "If you don't wanna talk to me just tell me"...jesus!...I didn't wanna be mean and say "LEAVE ME ALONE!" like I wanted to...so I said "its okay". Ah..I hope he isn't some weird stalker boy who'll secretly follows me in the halls and picks up scraps of random stuff I step on..haha. I don't want him to have any kind of affect on the relationship I'm currently in. Why is this happening to me?! Right when I get with someone I really like....weird drama happens. Blah..I'm gonna ask Sarah and Melissa to tell him to "LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"...they offered. Why not take it? I know there are better solutions to get him off my back..but that seems like the one that would work the quickest. Anyways, enough of that crap. Why can't guys (and girls) just like one person? If that were to happen..there would be less drama. Why can't people be happy with the ones they love? It seems crazy. I don't know. This whole "love, boys, girls, happiness" stuff confuses me. It freaks me out when I don't know what a persons' motives are. You don't know what they want. But you can guess. Who knows if the guess is right. Maybe its right. Moving on..I noticed that I make weird faces. I was giving someone a hug earlier today..and one of my friends informed me that I made a "I DONT WANT A HUG" face..haha. I did want a hug :-) Okay yes I was giving Jesse a hug. I hate when I make funny/weird/scary faces...cause I don't realize it. Its kinda funny when you think about it. I wish I could strap a camera in front of my face so I could see my facial expressions..and learn from them. HAHA. Well I was kinda looking forward for something today..but I guess its not gonna happen because of STUFF that happened yesterday...he'd probably feel weird doing it..Oh well. There is always next time. Hmm..I wonder if there will be any random, stupid fights again. Those are always entertaining. The stupidness. Well thats all for now. Wait no..I didn't realize that today was the first day of March! Woo. About two more months till I leave this place..in replace of this hell hole will be my coach! Woo Woo! Hopefully this month will bring more even more happyness...I hope it does. This school year has been so good to me. 4 days.. Well I guess thats all for now. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Tuesday, March 01, 2005
