Sunday, February 25, 2007

Last week was horrible.
I had never been that stressed out. It actually made me physically ill. I had migraines everyday and I just felt so weak and tired. There was just so much going on in my life, and I had/have too many problems. I was failing my algebra 2 class, and I had tons of missing work. I just wanted to give up and say fuck it.

Everything is better now. The six weeks is over and I'm doing okay. I made a 72 in my Algebra class, and I'm pretty sure I'm passing everything else. I really don't understand how people could care less if they passed or not. I'm sorry, but I really do care about my future and I have so many aspirations. I don't want to ruin anything and live in regret. I've been thinking about what I want to do later in life, and I think I figured it out. At first I wanted to go into the medical field to make money and all that good stuff, but would I be happy doing that? Would I wake up every morning loving what I do? I'm aiming towards majoring in music. It's something I love so much. I live and breath it. I have so many dreams. I just want to be happy.

As of right now, I'm happy with the way things are going and that's all I have to say for now.

Goodbye.




anna is in regret on Sunday, February 25, 2007

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Tomorrow is Friday!
It's seems like I've been extremely busy lately. On the 10th, I went to Solo and Ensemble in Victoria. My ensemble [Lisa, Lauron, Jessy, & I] did great! We got a 1 and advanced to state! I'm really stoked! This year, we're suppose to get suites instead of the crummy rooms we had last year. Another thing I'm excited about, is that Melissa, Isaac, Sarah, and Jessy are going as well. I'm sure I'll have a great time. It felt strange not having lunch or after school practices this week.

I've been struggling in school. There so much to do, so much to turn in, and so much to study for! I'm really worried about my Algebra 2 class, and I'm hoping I don't fail because that'll mean that I have to use a waiver. I just need to focus!

My Valentine's Day was alright. I got gifts from a few people. Thanks you guys!

Taste of Chaos is in 16 days, and I'm so excited! I'm counting down the days till I get to finally chill out. That'll be the day!

Well, that's all I've got for now.

Goodbye.





anna is in regret on Thursday, February 15, 2007

Monday, February 05, 2007

What an anomalous life I'm living.
Everyday seems to go from an extreme high to an awful low. But I'm ultimately the only one to blame. They're my choices, my mistakes, & my regrets. I really don't know what's going, what to say, or what I'm doing.

But even thought I'm perplexed, I'm still happy. I still have hope that tomorrow will be a better day. The future is vast and I want to make the best of it. That's all.

Goodbye.






anna is in regret on Monday, February 05, 2007