Saturday, April 30, 2005
Fun Fun Night With the Girls
I really wanted to go to the show tonight..but my mom said I couldn't go because it was at a bar. It's not like I was going to drink or be alone. Oh well..I ended up going to Brian's house with Melissa. We hung out for a while then we called up Kristin to see if she wanted to join us. After me and Brian ran around like hippies..she came. We all hung out, played a game, laughed, and a lot more. I won't go into full detail of what we were doing...cause I might get in trouble. I called up Dominoes to order some pizza for us because we were hungry and we all had money to pitch in. The guy who took our order was all flirty..."Is it Ana..or Anna"..haha! I was kind of freaked because he was all giggling..as was I. Strange. It took a while for the pizza to come but it finally did. We ate..a lot. Ha I got really stuffed with like three slices. After all of that, we took some retarded pictures. Haha..I had a really great, fun, awesome, exciting time at Brian's house. Woo..hopefully we can all do that again someday.
Tonight is prom. I can't go because I'm a freshman and all but some of my friends are going. I'm sure they'll have an awesome time. I'm suppose to be going to a party tonight..not sure where at yet. I guess I'll find out later. Wherever I go tonight..I'm sure it'll be fun. HOPEFULLY there isn't any drama.. If I go to this one party..there won't be drama..but the other one..I'm not to sure. Ha. I'll update later and tell you all how it all went down. Someone is gonna loose it tonight...KRISTIN..STACY...if yall do..then make sure he wraps his willy! Haha! Just kidding.
Oh..about my last entry. I said yes. Not sure what is going to happen..we'll see if it gets better or worst. Hopefully better..cause if it gets worst I'll feel like such an idiot. I've been in a better mood but I'm still kind of worried. I shouldn't worry but it's hard. Ohh I found this quote.."Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional". Its so true..and made me think..OooOOo..I actually thought about it! I guess that's all for now. I'll update about this later. Bye all.
anna is in regret on Saturday, April 30, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Not many people know and I'm happy about that. Only my good friends, and people who I trust know. I'm not going to say what "happened"...or people will start asking me questions and then they'll just make it even more worst than it already is. I tried to play off like I was fine with it and everything was okay..but it eventually took its toll and I started looking all "sad" or whatever. I hate looking sad, cause then people start asking questions...but then I hate pretending that I'm happy. BLAH...I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm going to do about this...Brian knew it was going to happen and I also thought it was in the back of my head. Yes or No? I don't know what to do. If I say yes..maybe it will get better...maybe it will get worst. If I say no..then I might be missing out and losing someone who I really care about. I guess only time will tell. When people say they like you..does that mean they like everything about you..or just a few things? That confuses me...
Moving on..enough of that sad stuff. This girl HERE from Beeville is missing. It's kind of crazy cause I had her 5th period. I'm not going to say any crap about her..other than she seemed like she hated her life. Click here to look at the news report on it. Well I guess that's all I have to say for now. Tomorrow will be better. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Friday, April 22, 2005
We took the TAKS test today...it was a long two and a half hours. The test was pretty easy...but the whole "having to take a stupid test while suffering with bloating, and cramps" part really pissed me off. What a perfect time for this shit to happen. Yeah..so after everyone was done we went back to class..it was pretty laid back in all of my classes. We didn't really do much..just watch movies and do simple stuff. During 1st period (which was actually the last period due to the weird TAKS shedule)..me and melissa went into Kristin's french class to "watch a movie"..about five minutes into class..we (me melissa and krstin) got bored and "went to the bandhall" with Sherie and Lisa. We went walking around practically the whole period..it was pretty cool. Somethings that happened after school were pretty awesome. I went to the back and hung out with Albert, Rain, and Kristin..haha. Crazy mexican ladies really do cherish their HUGE, ghetto, vans. After a few disappointments..I went over to Melissa's house around 7:30 to hang out and then go watch her, danny, kristin, brian, and stacy practice for annual. We went around 9 after a few CONFUSING moments.. They sounds pretty good..I'm sure they'll do awesome tomorrow..wait no today. Yeah so I got home around 10...watched "Dangerous Minds" all alone in the living room...then Melissa called..we talked of a little while..then we hung up..and here I am. Bored..and everyone left me. I wrote a LONG ass email to Brian..first it was random stuff..then I kinda go deep..just a little..not a lot. I don't like talking all "deep" with people..because its makes me think of everything that I've gone through..or that I'm going to go through in the future. Its crazy. Yes well I should be reaching a stopping point. Its 12:47 AM..and I have school today. I really feel like taking a day off..I feel so stressed out. I don't know why thought because I don't have anything really going on. Well I have a lot planned for today. I'm gonna go to annual, go to this benefit, then back to stacy's for a little party/sleepover. I can't get in the jacuzzi or the pool..so that sucks haha. Yeah..so I guess that's all I have for now. Bye all!
"Sometimes I get so weird, I even freak myself out"
anna is in regret on Friday, April 22, 2005
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I hate it when people continuously ask people if "something is wrong"...it gets on my nerves. I'm pretty sure I do it to people when they look sad or whatever...but I hate it. Like this morning, I wasent in a very good mood..and people were all asking me if I was okay..if something was wrong..I seemed disstracted...blah. Maybe it was akward seeing me like that because I'm always all giddy and happy. I was just having a bad day and I was really hungry. Everything got better once first period started. Kristin and one of her french classmates joined us in Spanish to watch "Remember the Titans" because they weren't doing anything in their class and DeRusse said it was okay. So yeah, that was kinda cool. Eventually..after running around the school..I got my chettos and munched out. Woo..that made me feel a lot better. Oh by the way..sorry for not updating in a while..I can't think of an excuse because things always come up when I plan on updating. I don't know..lately things have been bothering me really bad..but luckily I have a buddy to talk to about these "issues" that get on my fucking nerves. GAH...this things that are happened even get me kinda mad. I'm not going to say what its all about....not on here. Yeah anyways...I'm in seventh period right now..waiting for this day to come to an end. It's just one of those days. We have the Math TAKS test on Thursday..I'm suppose to go to Room 116...so if anyone sees me wandering the halls, confused, and looking all innocent..then remind me where to go :) I don't think I'm doing good in some of my classes..like World Geography and English. I've been slacking off a lot in those classes..I'm not to sure why. Those are usually the periods where a lot of things disstract me and I can't get my work done. I have work from last week that I still need to finish. Naughty me.. I need to set my priorities straight. Man..I was thinking earlier today..I have a lot of half brothers and sisters! Not on my mom's side..on my dad's side. I know I for sure have 2 step sisters..and 2 step brother..but I think theirs more. Gosh he was a slut. I guess thats all for now. Bye.
anna is in regret on Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I hate it when people continuously ask people if "something is wrong"...it gets on my nerves. I'm pretty sure I do it to people when they look sad or whatever...but I hate it. Like this morning, I wasn't in a very good mood..and people were all asking me if I was okay..if something was wrong..I seemed distracted...blah. Maybe it was awkward seeing me like that because I'm always all giddy and happy. I was just having a bad day and I was really hungry. Everything got better once first period started. Kristin and one of her french classmates joined us in Spanish to watch "Remember the Titans" because they weren't doing anything in their class and DeRusse said it was okay. So yeah, that was kinda cool. Eventually..after running around the school..I got my chettos and munched out. Woo..that made me feel a lot better. Oh by the way..sorry for not updating in a while..I can't think of an excuse because things always come up when I plan on updating. I don't know..lately things have been bothering me really bad..but luckily I have a buddy to talk to about these "issues" that get on my fucking nerves. GAH...this things that are happened even get me kinda mad. I'm not going to say what its all about....not on here. Yeah anyways...I'm in seventh period right now..waiting for this day to come to an end. It's just one of those days. We have the Math TAKS test on Thursday..I'm suppose to go to Room 116...so if anyone sees me wandering the halls, confused, and looking all innocent..then remind me where to go :) I don't think I'm doing good in some of my classes..like World Geography and English. I've been slacking off a lot in those classes..I'm not to sure why. Those are usually the periods where a lot of things disstract me and I can't get my work done. I have work from last week that I still need to finish. Naughty me.. I need to set my priorities straight. Man..I was thinking earlier today..I have a lot of half brothers and sisters! Not on my mom's side..on my dad's side. I know I for sure have 2 step sisters..and 2 step brother..but I think theirs more. Gosh he was a slut. I guess thats all for now. Bye.
anna is in regret on Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Friday Night
Hi Hello Hola Bonjour. I'm just here being lazy and still in my pajamas. I haven't showered, theres dry saliva on my face (jk), and my make-up from yesterday is smeared all over my face..haha. I'm dirrty. I had a good time last night. I went bowling with Jesse, Ruby, Josh, and Amber. I truthfully didn't expect to have a good time, but I had a really good time. I thought I'd be there feeling like an outsider since all of them are friends and all; but I ended up having a blast. I won both games in bowling woo! I even got a high score on this video game so that was pretty awesome. So after all of that, my mom came and picked up me and Jesse. We dropped him off then we headed from home. I was really tired when I got home. I watched a movie with my mom till 12 then a little bit after that I went to lay down. Jesse called around 1..and I was all half asleep when he called. I wanted to talk to him, but I was dozing off really bad so I didn't wanna make him feel like I was ignoring him so I told him I was gonna go to bed. Yeah so that's about it. I'm not to sure what there is to talk about now. I guess I'll end this entry. Hopefully I can do something today except sit on my ass. Well Thats it..Bye all!
anna is in regret on Saturday, April 16, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
My day
Well today all the band people went to a sight reading contest in Port Lavaca. We left at about 11:30..I must say the bus ride there was sort of boring but it still had its awesome moments. There weren't enough hyper people for my taste. Everyone was really tired for some reason. Yes well we got a 2 on stage and a 2 in sight reading...so that kind of sucks. After all of that hooplah, we went to the Mall! I hung out with Kristin, Marissa, Matt, and Albert. I bought shoelaces, a handcuff necklace, and undies from Hot Topic..and a pretty belt from Melrose. I had a really good time! I'm gonna try to scan that sticker picture of Me, Kristin, Albert, Matt, and Marissa..in the background it says "Best Friends"! Haha! We also committed a federal offense..we stole this little display thing from Chick-fil-A. I don't know if its stealing..cause it was just sitting there..like they want you to take it. Its like complementary salt and SUGAR. The bus ride home was the best! I laughed like the whole way there..every little thing seemed soo hilarious to me and everyone around me. It was weird but so much fun. Some very interesting photographs were taken..thats all I'm saying. It'd probably be really messed up if I posted them on here..cause that person might get mad haha. Yes so now I'm here at home...bored and listening to some techno remixes. I only got to see my weiner man for a little while today...but I got a nice big hug before I left..and a card that he told me to keep so I can remember him when I look at it. How sweet :) Oh by the way..my readers..I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while (this is all late). I've either been too busy or just to lazy. I need a shower..thats what I'll go do now. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Thursday, April 14, 2005
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Fun fun weekend I've been having. On Friday Kristin and I slept over at Melissa's house. Oh yes..our little weekend lesbian sleepovers haha jk. First, Melissa, Brian, and I were hanging out in Melissa's backyard jumping on her brand new trampoline. I think we roughed it up a bit. I got really sore from all that jumping and falling. I tried to do a backflip but I landed on my side and got a small bruise on my shoulder. Later on Kristin came over. We all jumped some more and had muncho fun. When Melissa and Brian left to go drop off Brian..it was just me and Kristin. Well we were there making dirrty sounds..and we heard these chihuauas from a few houses down start barking all crazy....we said that someone was probably walking..then Kristin got all freaked out and said she saw like someone in a white dress walking...I looked and got freaked out..so we ran back inside Melissa's house. Yeah well when Brian left we jumped around some more then went inside. We were all pretty stinky..and none of us took showers that night haha. Melissa's room stunk like ass and feet after that long day. Well we all relaxed after that and ate a lot of sandwiches. I fell asleep around 2:30..then woke up are 10:30....and later on we went outside and jumped some more. So we got even more stinkier..and still no showers. After all of that, I went home. I took a nice shower..went to HEB all wet because my mom made me go right after I took a shower cause my sister didn't wanna go alone...relaxed..then went back to Melissa's house to hang out. We got some sub's and some Blizzards from Dairy Queen! Woo..I had a good, long day. Now I'm just here being bored and sore. The sore feeling feels good..cause I know I actually did something to make myself sore ha. I really need to start working out again. I use to be sooo cut...now I'm just flab. I need to start working on my music for band..cause I haven't been doing that and you can really tell by my playing. I'm starting to suck. Yes well I didn't want to mention this in my entry..cause it's been full of happy stuff...but I guess I will anyways since I'm about ready to conclude this entry. Yes well I feel like a jealous girlfriend right now. I feel kind of stupid for feeling that way because I shouldn't be feeling this way but I guess I can't help it. Then again..I can feel this way. My feelings are so complex...I give myself headaches and worry to much. Like a friend of mine said.."Don't let it get to your mind". That's all for now. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Saturday, April 09, 2005
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
It's been a while since I last updated (4 days). Not much is going on...same old same old. I've been feeling a lot better compared to my last entry. I guess I have a lot to be happy about. School has been alright so far. I got all my homework done from the weekend but I still need to do my Spanish Project. We have to do a family tree and I still don't understand how that really relates to Spanish. We havn't learned anything in that class, so he could at least teach us instead of giving us stupid assignments. I swear all the fucking preps in that class run around like wild, savage monkies with herpies...its crazy! I know I'm gonna be struggling next year in Spanish II...but Oh well. OH...April 26th..Mudvayne..in Corpus! I really wanna go. I'm gonna ask my mom about it sometime soon. That'd be awesome if she let me go. Anyways...like I said before..not much has been going on. That's pretty sad because I feel like I'm wasting my time doing stupid things like watching TV and laying around..when I could be out doing things worthwile. I can spend hours and hour just listening to music...its really relaxing. Okay I'm corny haha...but yeah..I've been doing that lately. I'd rather listen to music then sleep. I'm no musician...just a fan of all of them. Yeah so I wore my hair down yesterday and half of today...I usually don't like wearing my hair down because I never really did it before..so I just gotta get use to it. I don't know whats wrong with me. People tell me it looks good down..but I'm stupid and I don't listen. I'm gonna try to wear it down more often. I even got ONE WHOLE DOLLAR for wearing it down all day..thanks Jesse! I havn't been drawing many stick figures lately... I havn't been inspired. Today Melissa and Sarah were telling me that I act like a blond....no. Yes I know I giggle a lot, but am I honestly that bad?! It's kind of funny in way..because I feel like I'm annoying them with my childish behavior. I know I can be childish...but hey thats just me having fun. I can be really serious too...ask Markus. I beat him in straight face > > :- ..like a gazillion times. Well I guess thats all I have for now. Sorry about the long entry..I didn't expect to write this much. Bye all!
anna is in regret on Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Friday, April 01, 2005
Well today is the official start of a new month. It's so crazy cause I can still PERFECTLY remember the night of Melissa's party. It seems like just yesterday. That was on February 26...exactly 1 month and 3 days ago. Haha, I don't know why I'm mentioning her party still. It was a while back..I can still remember packing all my stuff that I need to get ready for the party with..I over-packed..I remember going to the party place and hanging out inside with her cousin and her friend..we sat there and I tried to avoid smelling the rancid poo smell from the restroom...it was really cold outside that day...we waited like forever for people to come. Marissa was the first one to come. I forgot who else came next..but soon more people started coming. We all just waited outside for more people to show up. Finally, a couple of hours later everyone started hanging outside and we calmly wilded up a bit. I remember that was the night Jesse asked me out hehe. I remember people getting mad, frustrated, a.d.dish, and weird haha. Woo that was an awesome day. I hope this month, there isn't much drama like there has been in the past months. But knowing my luck..something will happen..and I will somehow have to deal with it or I'll be dealing with it. I don't think that makes sense. "To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication"..I've been thinking about that a lot lately. Maybe it's suppose to mean something? Who knows. Well my day went okay. I was really tired today and for some reason I felt really gloomy. I'm not on the rag or anything..but I just felt soo gloomy. Lonelyness. I shouldn't be feeling that. I just want attention....that's all it is. I have a lot of stuff I have to do this weekend. Hopefully I'll get to have some fun. I never go to doing a lot of assignments for World Geography and Spanish. I have algebra, spanish, and world geography homework to do..a spanish project..and a three-page essay for World Geography. Oh joy. Well I guess that's all I have to say for now. STEGEMOLLER disabled pop-ups so I can't check for spelling errors...so you all will have to live with my stupidity. Bye now.
anna is in regret on Friday, April 01, 2005
