|If the wind were down, I could drive the boat with my sighs|

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Hi there. How am I doing? I'm doing great, awesome, wonderful, outstanding...yeah. Well today has been pretty long. Yesturday was Melissa's party! Woo I have tons of fun! Towards the end of the night only me, melissa, shane, hector, amanda, danny, ryan, stacy, and kristin were left..thats when it got really fun. Some things happened last night that I expected and didn't expect..but overall it was really nice. I feel loved. Yesturday..it happened. Me and Jesse are offically going out. Aww..I know..that's so sweet. HaHa. He's awesome..and I'm really glad I'm with him. He makes me happy..happier. Today I'm planning to watch "The Notebook" with some friends..I hope everything turns out as planned. Me and Melissa were gonna watch it last night when I spend the night..but we were both preoccupied on the phone. Well my eye hurts and I don't feel like typing anymore. Bye All!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Sunday, February 27, 2005

Friday, February 25, 2005

Theres not much going on in my head at the moment. Well one things but that's better left unsaid. Nothing really happened today. Its finally Friday so I'm excited about that..cause tommorow is the party I've been waiting for! Woo! Hopefully I can go over to Melissa's house..watch a bunch of chick flicks and go decorate. I feel so lonely today. I didn't get a hug all day. SIGH..oh well. I cut my hair yesturday. I got some long layers..and its pretty damn short. It's cute though..no one has said anything negative..EXCEPT KRISTIN WHO SAID IT LOOKED LIKE A DEAR'S TAIL..EXCEPT THERE NEED TO BE POO HANGING FROM IT! Haha..that was pretty funny. We gotta laugh at ourselves once in a while. Well I'm satisfied the way my life has been going. I'm pretty happy. I don't have much else to say except So long! Bye.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Friday, February 25, 2005

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Hi all. I've been in a pretty good mood lately. Ha I'm in love. No...jk. I don't know what I am. I lost like two pounds. It amazed me...and I got kinda freaked out cause I haven't been exercising. I'm guessing its because I've been on the phone and internet late at night instead of sitting on my booty watching tv and eating. Well my day was okay. Lunch was awesome. I had a lot of fun. Hmm..on my way to sixth period..some guy threw what looked like a candy and me and then stated "Jesus"...I made a weird face..I felt it. haha. I've been feeling paranoid, weird, confused, happy, excited, blah..lots of things. People are suspecting things..and suggesting things. I don't know how that makes me feel. Anyways..my horoscope said that today I'll be wanting a big embrace. I do want one *smiles..and hopefully I'll get one after school. Well I don't have much to say right now. Saturday Night is gonna be awesome. I'm planning going to Melissa's sleepover/after party..we're planning on watching chick flicks all night long. Awww..."The Notebook"..I love that movie. I always wanted to watch that movie somewhere comfortable...next to a loved one..NOT MELISSA..haha just kidding. Spring break..I can't wait. I don't know what I'm gonna do..probably stay in town..and do stuff. Ha. My family MIGHT go to Sugarland but I'm not to sure about that. Sugarland is a pretty awesome town..except there is a good amount of crime there. A while back, some girl came to my aunt's house (their house is surrounded by woods) ..and knocked on the door and said to call the police..apparently some guy had raped her..and left her in the woods..I guess to die. That's horrible. Rape is a horrible thing...so is rap. I'm writing jibberish..I have nothing to say. I guess that's all for now. Bye everyone!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Hello again. Today was had to take the TAKS test. It was pretty simple and not that boring. I was pretty surprised about that. It has come to my attention that I embrace a certain person to much..haha. That's funny. I really like getting hugs from him. My day has been going pretty good, except for some minor annoyances..but no one needs to know about those. There isn't much to talk about. My mind is still like BLAH. It's so scary how you don't know a persons' motives. You got to take time to get to know them then you'll truly know what they want..and how they plan on getting it. I hoping to go over to Melissa's house today to hang out and make some party plans. Her party is going to be awesome. Tomorrow is my cousin's burial. I'm planning on going. My mom went to the viewing yesterday and she said she still looked pretty even though they had to put a bunch of make-up on her. I'm not planning on going to the rosary tonight because I'm not into doing that kind of stuff. I may sound selfish..and I'm sorry for that but I just don't want to be doing something that I disagree with doing. Hmm..why isn't this long?! I usually have a lot to talk about. I could talk about one thing but people would eventually get annoyed and I don't want to do that. I'm really tired at the moment. I went into Anna LALA land for a second..thats a fun place. I went to bed pretty early last night..but I feel so tired. Well that's off for now. My fingers don't want to work any longer. Bye!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Monday, February 21, 2005

Hello everyone. Today was Melissa's birthday. Happy Birthday once again! I was pretty hyper most of the day. I got kinda calm after lunch though. Over all I had a good day. Ah..whats going on!? Suddenly boys are looking at me. It's strange. Some odd, random boy wants to go out with me. He got his friend (one of my old friends), Marie, to tell me. It's kinda sad cause he doesn't even know my name..for all he knows I could be some crazy lesbian..or some crazy pothead. I've never seen him before nor talked to him before..hell I don't even know his name. *sigh* Boys. Anyways, I can't wait till Melissa's party. I know it's gonna be pretty awesome. I hoping to dress up as some sluty, gothic, cat haha. Don't ask. Well I have nothing else to say. Bye all!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Monday, February 21, 2005

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Hello. Not much is going on. I'm feeling pretty normal and calm right now. Maybe that's because I just woke up from a good nap. I've been thinking a lot lately. It feels good to think and dream. Well my plans for today didn't happen and that sucks because I was really looking forward to what I was planning to do. Things like that always happen. Oh well. My cousin died today. She was barely in her twenties. Drinking and Driving...thats what caused it. This sucks. Her poor mom (my aunt)..I felt so bad for her. I can't handle it when people cry. Well I'm in a BLAH mood and I don't have much to talk about. So I'll leave it like this. Bye for now.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Sunday, February 20, 2005

I don't know what to do. Wrong is so right and right is so wrong. I can't resist it. What a big temptation this one is! I want to wait for a while to see if my feelings are accurate. I'm glad he's waiting. I'm happy because of that. I need to talk this whole deal over with my best buddies. One of them suspected that this would happen. Well it hasn't happened yet, but it's leading to it. I have a feeling that I'm not going wait. I just don't know what to do. I want to so bad. I should. Ah. I don't know. Maybe I'll be even more happier if I do? Who knows, maybe I won't. I feel bad..because I know what I feel like..right now. It's like I'm testing my emotions. Is that healthy? All these secrets are getting to me. I told my mom, but not the whole truth. I should because she is suspecting something. I can see it in her eye. Man, she knows everything. That sucks. I'm pretty sure she knows..cause sometimes she reads my notes. Well thats all for now. I thought I should add some more suspense to this EPIC tale of Love and Wonder! Ha Bye!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Sunday, February 20, 2005

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Freaky note finder...

If anyone read my tagboard, you probably say some tags from someone called "does it matter?". Okay for those who are curious..I will explain everything. Last week I was really bored in my 6th period World Geography Class..so I decided to write a note to some random person. I put stuff like music to download, jibberish, other weird stuff, and my link. I showed Marissa my weird note, and she found it funny and put it in one of our World Geography books for someone to find. Apparently someone did. I wonder who it is. Apparently someone out of my circle of odd friends. The only people that piss me off are stupid jocks and stuck-up preps. I'm guessing that's who wrote that tag. Oh well. I find this kinda funny, cause I never expected this to happen. EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED! That's my new motto. Well I'm not gonna wonder about this too much. It would have been better if they would have put there name. I don't think I'm judgemental....I tell the truth. Everyone who really knows me knows that. I accept everyone except people who are rude. There are a lot of people like that in the world of High School. This is crazy and awesome. Well that's all I'm gonna say. I don't wanna make "does it matter?" feel TO special now! Bye Bye All!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Saturday, February 19, 2005

Friday, February 18, 2005

Congrats to SaRaH and MeLLiSsA (aka. MELIZARD)! And everyone else too!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Friday, February 18, 2005

Hi. Today has been nice. I was once again in a good mood throughout school..and this is getting really old..but hey its better than being sad. When I got home I was extremely bored, so I took a two hour nap...which was pretty nice. Not much is going on right now. I'm just waiting for people to get online, and listening to some HIM. My little sister was telling me that at Moreno they're banning rubber bands because some kid shot a staple at some seventh grader and it hit his eye...his parents are pressing charges..and if you're caught with a rubber band you get a referal...and probably ISS. I swear, these kids get worst ever year. I hear the 8th graders are pretty bad..and the girls go out and get banged at parties..ha sluts. It's pretty sad what some of them do to be considered "cool". Ah..I better not see any punk wannabe kids who listen to Simple Plan and Good Charlotte..that'd just piss me off haha. Man..this year went by so fast. I hate when that happens. I'm glad good stuff happened. Drama sucks..and everyone knows that. Well I'm gonna make this short cause I'm expecting a nice phone call. Bye for now! HERE I AM PERFECT AS I'M EVER GONNA BE! Woo. STICK AROUND, I'M NOT THE KINDA GIRL YOU WANNA LEAVE, YOU'LL SEE! Woo once again. Ha, don't ask.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Friday, February 18, 2005

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I wanna live like Jack and Sally and have halloween on Christmas. They're an awesome couple. My day went pretty awesome. It started off kinda miserable cause I was really tired and woke up at 7:21..but stuff happened and it made my day much better. My horscope said "This action you're considering may be premature. Let it gestate for a while longer."..makes me wonder. All of my horoscopes have been pretty positive..and maybe that why I've been in a positive mood. This week has been great. I can't wait till tommorow, but then again I don't want it to end. I have so much to say, but I worry what other people would think. I really wanna mention something BUT I don't want everyone to know cause people are nosy wiotches. One day, I'll tell everyone whats going on in my life. I should take the advice a friend gave me..don't rush things. I'll try not to but it seems so hard. I just don't wanna get hurt, cause that would be the worst...to go from extremely happy to sad. That isn't a good feeling. I swear "it's" all I ever talk about..and I feel kinda stupid for doing that. It's like I have nothing more interesting to talk about..and its true. I don't. Everything seems like a dream. A dream where I'm not really myself..shy and a mumbling idiot. I don't know why I do that. He asked me if I was. I said no cause I knew I wasn't...I just didn't wanna say anything..I don't know whats wrong with me! Its like I have to think a long time before saying something..because I'm scared it might be the wrong thing to say. I afraid of his reaction. Why should I be though?! He likes me for me...so I should be me. I don't know. Time will tell if my odd behavior will go away. Or maybe the reason is...."It's because you have a weiner" --Kristin. Ha maybe that's why?! I don't know. It was nice today...he was nice. I liked it. I get all squeamish when he does or says the simplest things..but its a good squeamish feeling..not a bad one. I think I made it look like a bad one..at one point. I hope this doesn't get in the way of my study habits because I admit..I have been slacking off. I just don't pay attention anymore. I don't wanna be like those girls who day dream in class all day..and think about boys. Ha. I've been slacking off here in record keeping and world geography. I didn't take ANY notes yesturday in world geography cause..I don't know..at the time I wanted to do something else that seemed more important. Here in Record Keeping..I do my work and all..but not at my full potential..I don't try. But that's okay because everyone makes an A in this class..we never do anything ..and Miss Stegemoller is cool like that. Wow, this entry turned out to be longer than I expected. Good Job for me! I'm sorry for keeping you all in wonder. Who knows if you'll know what I'm talking about in the future. Oh well. Time will tell. Thats all for now my blog fans! Bye Bye, I love you all!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Thursday, February 17, 2005

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Hi there! I'm in a pretty good mood today. Disregard the strange entry earlier...I was tired, and excited. Well lets see. My day went pretty good. I have a feeling that there is going to be some drama around the corner. I can handle it. I've handled a lot tougher things than what I think is going to happen. I'm so damn confused. I know what I feel like but I feel like I'm not suppose to feel this way. It's crazy, and wrong in way. I'm gonna be all mysterious so no one knows what I'm talking about (except my closest friends and others involved). This feels so wrong but yet so right. Who knows what will become of this new, flourishing friendship. I don't know. You don't know. Who knows?! Ha! I guess time will tell. If you judge, you have no time to love them. Wise words from some lady..I forgot her name haha. I guess she wasn't that important. Anywho, I can't wait till Melissa's party. It's gonna be really awesome. I heard theres another birthday party going on on the same day as Melissas'. Hmm...no ones gonna go to Melissa's party haha. That'd really suck. I'll probably just hang out. I most likely won't be in the dancing mood. Ha, Melissa..sluty dancer. Everyone who's invited..beware. Time has been going by so slow after 5th period. I can hear the chattering of many keyboards, the clicking of mouses, and TICK TOCK TICK TOCK on my watch..haha don't ask. (3:15)...this day is never gonna end. After School, I'm planning on going to Shane's brand spanking new house on Charcole road. I heard that road is like haunted. Awesome! I think we're gonna paint. I'm hoping to accomplish watching paint dry. I already accomplished my goal of watching chocolate melt..but some people had to ruin it by sticking their dirrty fingers in it and making Hitler Mustaches..(ha me). Well I guess that's all for now! Jesus loves the little children..all the children of the world..UNLESS YOU'RE A DEVIL WORSHIPING HIPPIE HE DOESNT LOVE YOU! ..once again..don't ask. It was a sudden outburst. Ha. Well Bye!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Hi there! I'm in an extremely good mood. Things happened, but only the closest of friends..and those who helped me through it, and who I franctically told cause I had no one else to tell can know. Ha. My day (its 1:12 A.M) has been going great! I hope it stays that way. Well..I just wanted to mention how great I'm feeing. I'm so glad people can be so brave. When you're brave..anything can happen. And it's usually good. Bye Everyone. <3>

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Monday, February 14, 2005

Valentines Day

I had a pretty cool Valentines day. I got a flower from Santos..but it looks like it's dying..Naomi gave me a flower that her friend didn't want..I got some cards..a rock...and most of all..I GOT CANDY! Blah..I'm here in Record Keeping...bored. If only I brought my CD Player. I'm craving to listen to some HIM and Red Hot Chili Peppers. I barely downloaded a song called "The Zephyr" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers..and I'm starting to love it. Anywho, one of my dear friends needs help. I don't know if I or my other friends will be able to help him out. He really needs help and so does my other friend. Who knows if we'll be able to accomplish what we're planning on accomplishing. I doubt we will cause some people can be so subborn, and immature. Love..it sucks. My horoscopes are scaring me. It keeps on saying that I'm gonna get myself into some "love" business...like going out with someone. I don't know if I want that at the moment. It would be nice to settle down and all..but I just don't know. Who knows..it may be wrong. My horoscopes are usually in weird way right. This screen seems in a way un real..I feel kinda dizzy. That was weird. Wouldn't it be crazy if we were all living a in a dream..or like if the people that we love and care about (friends, family, etc.) are just here to convince you that you're actually living a real life..and a dream. What if everyone around you were just a figment of your imagination. That's crazy talk ha. I like taking boy's candy. Well that's all for now. Bye everyone and Happy Monkey spanking..whoops..Valentines Day!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Monday, February 14, 2005

Valentines Day

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Monday, February 14, 2005

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Hi there. Yesturday was pretty awesome. Me and Melissa went bike-riding around town. I'm pretty sure we burned a lot of calories. We were riding for like 3 hours straight...with some small breaks in between. We stopped at Sonic to have some food also..which was AWESOME. Well..enough of that.. I had lots of fun. At the moment I'm talking to a new aquantience..he seems really cool. OMG, he's not very boring! Ha, that's pretty amazing. My knees hurt..and my ears being filled with the beautiful sounds of "Vermillion Prt 2". Well..I don't really have anything else to say. Sorry this is so short but I'll make up for this later. Right now would be a good time for a soft key keyboard. Well thats all for now. Bye.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Sunday, February 13, 2005

Friday, February 11, 2005

My love horoscope.

"Today's planetary alignment brings with it a rather delightful opportunity to act a little crazy, and to get away with it, as well. Experiment with the new in all areas to create a positive change in your love life. Transform your clothes and your hairstyle, your approach and outlook. Anything that seems limiting or restricting needs to be reflected upon. It's time for a personal revolution."

Hmm..personal revolution. That sounds fun. Man today I was being very social. I was hyper in like all of my classes. This black guy in my IPC class put his arm around me..haha. My day has been pretty awesome. I hope me, melissa, and kristin go to Sonic today. It was fun yesturday, so hopefully it will be funner today. Today Melissa asked me .."If you could be in any group in school which one would you wanna be in"..I said "The nerds!". I am a little nerd, but that's cool cause everyone worships me and thinks I'm so damn smart haha. But sometimes in my classes I struggle to understand stuff..and they don't realize it haha. If there were "Drug Free" Skaters..I'd wanna be in the group. But sadly..mostly all the freaking skaters in Beeville are druggies or alcoholics. That sucks. The preps are weirdos and dress funny. The jocks are stupid and are gonna break there knee one day and end up being another bum with three kids..stuck in beeville..with no college experience..because they thought they would make it in life throwing a ball around and poping steriods. Haha. That was fun.. I gots to potty. So I'll be back later. RELIEF will come soon. Bye Bye

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Friday, February 11, 2005

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Hello all. My day went pretty awesome. Fourth period was awesome! Everyone was acting like wild monkeys on a rampage because HEB ran out of bananas. Some drama occured today. My heart goes out to the confused, aggrivated, and annoyed. Whoever you are. After school Kristin, Melissa, and I walked to Sonic to buy some food. I only have twenty-five cents at the time so Kristin bought the food. Then I realized that it was 4..and that was when my mom was gonna pick me up. So I asked my mom for some money and if I could stay till 4:30. It was pretty awesome. I'm glad I stayed because I had lots of fun! Hmm..it was me, kristin, melissa, nick, and ryan..we all hung out in the grass and laughed..and thats about it haha. God made Marijuana and made people to smoke it. Damn him! It's sadly true. This God of ours..made marijuana. Haha. Well..I have nothing else to say except...So long, farewell. Goodbye! I'll be back.

P.S. My mom just mentioned that the pope is really sick. She said she wants to see him before he passes. That's sad..poor, old man.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Thursday, February 10, 2005

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

A cheery hello to you all.

It hurts me to know that there are people out there who have tried, or are thinking about committing suicide. It's a really bad, and unnecessary thing to do. I know times may get tough, but you gotta hold on and be strong. Those people don't know that there are people out there who care about them. I personally think suicide is a very selfish thing to do. You are only thinking about yourself. You don't know how many people are going to be hurt by this selfish act. If I offended anyone in anyway, I'm sorry. This is my opinion and you can either agree with it or disagree and leave me bad tags haha.

Anyways, my day has been pretty good. It has come to my attention that I have a bra bulge. I must work on that. ha. Nothing out of the ordinary happened today. I'm feeling pretty good today. I've been cheery, giggly, and happy today. Gosh, I'm really hungry at the moment. I didn't go to lunch today because Sarah and Melissa wanted to stay in to practice their ensemble. I myself needed to practice my solo so everyone was happy. My solo is sounding pretty good. I'm not sure if I can accomplish memorizing it by next week. Hopefully I can. If not, then I'm just gonna play it with the sheet music and forget about State. Gosh, I should have gotten all this Solo and Ensemble stuff worked out earlier. I really wanted to be in an ensemble because its easier to get a one and go to state with an ensemble. Things came up and me, melissa, and lauron's ensemble had to be TERMINATED. Ha. Oh well. There is always next year. I'm hoping to get more involved in band next year. I'm planning on trying out for Region Band. I didn't this year cause I didn't look at the music and I was chicken. Stupid me. Five more days till Valentines Day! I'm planning on getting Melissa and Sarah a charm for our purdyful ..I guess you can say frienship bracelets haha. I wear mine everyday, and I hope Sarah and Melissa do as well. I already know what charm I'm getting for Sarah but I couldn't find a good one that fits Melissa. Wow, I didn't expect to write this much. I say that all the time..or think that. Ha. I guess I have a lot to talk about. Well I guess that's all for now. I'll be back!

P.S. I like chocolate, cuddly bears, mixed CDs, candy, and pie. You all know why I mentioned this.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

HIM-"Sigillum Diaboli

"I can't see your sad face in your pitiful liesDon't have the strength to carry your heavy load of lifeI'm your Christ and i want youI just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I doohI can't see through your eyes, bring your tears on meI will leave the body for your shoulder you just have to killingI'm your Christ and i want youI just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I doOh as well as I doOh as well as I doJust as well as I doOh as well as I doOh as well as I doSo I'm your Christ and i want youI just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I doSo I'm your Christ and i want youI just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I doOh, so you've come from aboveand you say you want toand I kill myself for your loveI'm killing myself for you, yes youI can't see your sad face in your pitiful liesDon't have the strength to carry your heavy load of lifeI'm your Christ and i want youI just woke up for hearse and you know it as well as I doYes you doYes you do, my DarlingYes you do..ohYes you do, oh my Love

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Monday, February 07, 2005

I'm in a really bad mood at the moment. Some stuff that happened earlier really ticked me off. I've been really gloomy lately. My giggles and laughs are just covering it up. Gosh, I just don't feel like doing anything lately. I just wanna keep to myself and lay around. I may not show it, but thats how good I am. I'm not mad, just annoyed. I've been getting easily annoyed. Like today for instance..thats what got me so mad. I was doing just fine after school but no..my brother had to go off and piss me off. I swear, I just wanna lock myself in a room and never come out. Sometimes I hate it here. I just wanna be left alone. I've got a lot of thinking to do. Oh well. Anyways, I went to see "Hide and Seek" with my mom and sister. It was a pretty awesome movie. It wasn't scary at all. I find it interesting how the father in the movie had a split personality that he didn't know about. Crazy! Well I have to take a shower and do some homework. Maybe a nice hot shower will make me feel a little better.

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Monday, February 07, 2005

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Hello everyone! Well today is the Superbowl! I'm not into football, but I absolutely love the commercials. I'm going for the Philadelphia Eagles..because I like eagles..cause they can fly..and stuff. Yeah. I'm not gonna bid anything..because I have no money..nor do I have a Lincoln fry *sigh*. To bad. My mom bought a bunch of food today. So I'm really stuffed. I ate a lot of chicken mcnuggets...Mmm..I can still taste it in my mouth. Well..I'm off to watch the commericals. It's the best part! Bye Bye!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Sunday, February 06, 2005

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Hello everyone. Well today is Saturday. We had yesterday off. Yesterday was pretty cool. Melissa and I went to the ghetto carnival they had at the coliseum. Well let’s see we found we got ripped off by some carnie who was flirting with us, I GOT kinda ill after we rode "The Spider", it was cold, and the smell of cigarettes filled the air (which wasn't very pleasant). Overall it was a okay. I wish I didn't get all sick. ha. Oh, we found Tamara over there too so that was pretty cool. Me and Melissa wanted to win a bunny..but our attempts failed…miserably . Anyways, at the moment I'm watching some infomercial about "The Magic Bullet"..there chopping up jalapeños and putting it in cheese..and making nachos..Mmm. I'm hungry. Well..sorry this is so short..but I'm hungry and need my coffee to keep me up. Bye for now!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Saturday, February 05, 2005

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Hello there. Gah..that'd be pretty cool if I would write an entry for ever day, so in the future I could look back at this and see my possibly wrong feeligs, right feelings, stupid feelings, stupid decisions, stupid things i say, etc,. Ha. My day went okay. There is still I guess you can say a lot of drama. I'm no techinically involved but I like to lend a helping hand to those who are. I love yall :D Today we had early release. That was pretty cool. I've been a little stresses out with all that make-up work and all. After school was pretty cool. I stayed till about 2:30 and hung out. I haven't talked to Eric in a while. He was like "I haven't seen you"..thats true. I haven't had a decent "fag" "no youra fag" conversation with him. haha. Anyways, its Wednesday...three more days. OH gosh ha. Who knows if I'll go. I'll probably end up making an excuse.

Hmm..I feel somewhat incomplete. I have good friends, a good relationship with my mom, an "okay" relationship with my siblings, good grades, an openmind, clothes on my back, a BITCHIN' body haha jk...(sorry I was being stupid there) I just don't know what is so incomplete. It's not a boy. I can live without a guy. I don't know. Oh well. Today I'm planning on going to Bealls and buying some sweaters and hopefully a nice jacket. My flimsy thin shirts and jackets aren't keeping me warm. Ha. Well I'm off for now. Bye all!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

And yet again..horoscopes continue to amaze and freak me out!

"An increase in money could find you thinking in terms of dressing up your home a little, Anna, perhaps redecorating it. Art objects should be especially appealing. Visitors could come to your home, perhaps close friends, or your romantic partner. Expect some fascinating conversations as well as a sense of familiarity at day's end. Tonight: keep a pen and notebook by your bed. You may have some dreams you'll want to remember."

"If you don't have a romantic partner at this time, look for one to enter into your life unexpectedly this Thursday or

Friday."

It so happens that my mom gave me $100. No I'm not some spoiled rich kid. We got our income tax check. So my mom game me, my brother, and my sister some of it. yay! That's pretty cool. All of the horoscopes I've seen having been saying that I need my "alone time". I don't feel like I need alone time. I think I solved all of the problems inside my head. Maybe there are more to come? Who knows.

It's finally Febuary. A brand,spanking new month for new opportunites, dreams, hopes, and obligations to yourself. Three more months, 15 more weeks till we're gone. Wow, my school year has gone by so fast. It's crazy and sad. I haven't even done things that I've been telling myself I'm gonna do. "I'll do it tommorow".."I'll do it next week for sure"..Gosh. I don't know why I can't do it. I doesn't seem that hard..but really it is. It is... I'm hoping that Febuary will bring new things to my life. May it be friends, relationships, goals, inspirations, blah blah blah. I hope it won't be a month to forget.

My day was pretty tiring. I didn't have very much make-up work like I expected to have. I was dreading this day. I hate missing school..and then having to come back and learn a lesson on my own. It sucks. I regret not going to school yesturday. I could have learned so much. Oh well. There are more, exciting things to learn. Well I'm off for now. The bell is fixing to ring. Soon..I will embark on a dreadful journey..where idiots, jock, and preps rule the halls. Haha...don't ask. Bye for now!

anna is in ~~regret~~ on Tuesday, February 01, 2005