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Thursday, July 28, 2005


So what has been going on with me. Nothing much. We started "summer band" on Wednesday..and it was alright. I didn't know being a librarian was going to be so hard. Talk about confusion. Amanda wasn't there yesterday, but she was here today. Since everyone was making posters ..I decided to make one for me and Amanda..it turned out to look pretty cute. Gah..these past TWO days have been so tiring. I've been coming home so exhausted and on the verge of just crashing out. The new freshman are alright. I haven't come upon any really annoying ones yet. Today Mr. K told us that we're going to be having 8 periods now instead of just 7. We have an "advisory hour"..whatever the hell that is. Apparently we have to go to school 5 minutes earlier than usual, and we have to stay about 15 more minutes more than we use to. This sucks. But classes are going to be shorter..so I guess that's a little cool. NO. Well I'm tired of typing and I'm avoiding people on yahoo to write here ha. So Bye Bye All.



anna is in regret on Thursday, July 28, 2005



Tuesday, July 26, 2005


Ello. My template looks cool ha. I had to modify a lot of crap on it though. It took me..about a day to make it just right. Anywho, all the officers have to meet this Thursday. In 2 days now.. My sleeping schedule is all fucked up, so I'm going to be dead. I believe we have to be there at 9 am till 4 pm..that's a while. I heard that we have a lunch break so that's cool. I'm probably going to be printing out papers all day. I hope my fellow librarian can entertain me, otherwise I'll be a zombie. Ha. GOSH...summer is going to end already. I've had an awesome summer..I don't want it to end. I don't want to go back to that environment...full of drama and what not. I'm going to have to deal with the slutty freshman. I heard they're worse than ever ha. It's going to be different not seeing all the seniors there. Gah..all my old junior friends are now al' mighty seniors! It's kind of sad because I know that they're going to be gone at the end of the year. I'm really positive that my sophomore year is going to be hard. I know that I'm going to be busy all the time. I mean..I'm going to have to deal with school, band, getting my permit (hopefully), and maintaining good, steady relationships. IT'S GONNA BE HELL! Plus there's other stuff that's probably going to stress me out. Argh..I don't want to think about it. My teeth hurt really bad right now. I finally started wearing my elastics (after about a month of not wearing them..I'm bad). Well my bottom teeth have moved dramatically....and my bite is different. I guess that's good? Well that's all that I've got for now. I'm going to try to go to sleep early. Bye all!



anna is in regret on Tuesday, July 26, 2005



Monday, July 25, 2005


Disorder Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


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anna is in regret on Monday, July 25, 2005



Sunday, July 24, 2005


It's 5 am and I'm officially done editing my new skin. I had to change a lot of things around. At the moment, I believe I've done a pretty damn good job. I'm sure I'll add, or remove some stuff to it in the future. That's all I have for now! Damn I feel good hehe.



anna is in regret on Sunday, July 24, 2005



Saturday, July 23, 2005


Everyday I get a little worse. I don't know how much more I can take.. Will I ever be okay again?



anna is in regret on Saturday, July 23, 2005



Thursday, July 21, 2005


Sorry for not updating in a while. I really don't have an excuse this time. Well lets see...in these past few weeks..nothing much has been going on. I've been hanging out with Jesse ♥ and with my bestest buddies. Tomorrow is Kyle's birthday party, so I'm pretty sure I'll go by there and wish him a "happy birthday". On Friday I'm suppose to be going to San Antonio with Eric's mom (ha..) and Melissa to pick him up from the airport and later that day my buddy Marissa is having a pool party to celebrate her birthday. Wow..I actually have plans! Aww..I haven't seen Eric in a long ass time. I hope his flight goes well. While I was at Jesse's house yesterday, it started raining pretty bad because of the hurricane Emily. My mom all freaked out and called me to say that she was going to pick me up at 5 before the storm got worst. It didn't end up getting worst after all. After all that heavy rain, it was a pretty calm day. I took a two hour nap when I got home from Jesse's and then I just hung out around the house. My ceiling fan started making this popping noise earlier today, and it smelled like something was burning so my mom freaked out and told me I couldn't turn it on. So now I'm stuck here in this warm room. I've been sitting on this VERY uncomfortable chair for the past two hours working on a new template for my blog and writing in here. So far my template looks badass! I had to edit some photos to put as the background for my brand spanking new template! I'm proud of it. I'm not a MASTA at HTML or anything like that..but I have to admit..it looks cool. Ha. At the moment I'm trying to take a break from all that HTML..its going to my brain! My knee hurts..oh I forgot to mention that I'm suppose to be getting a blood test pretty soon. EVERYONE in my family has gotten one except for me. Watch me have like freaking cancer or something...that'd be scary considering the fact that my Grandma (on my dad's side) died of leukemia. I don't wanna think about that. URGH..I think there is something wrong with my JavaScript. It's pissing me off. Well I'm going to restart my computer in hopes that it will operate correctly. Bye Bye!



anna is in regret on Thursday, July 21, 2005





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Sunday, July 10, 2005



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anna is in regret on Sunday, July 10, 2005



Wednesday, July 06, 2005


Well things have been alright. It has been a while since I actually wrote in here. My fourth of July was fine and dandy. I went out in the country with Jesse, his family, markus, and loraine. It was pretty cool..besides the fact that I got burnt on my arm!! It's alright though ha. Yesterday (July 5) I hung out with Jesse for a while. That was nice. But Markus wouldn't GO HOME. I swear..ha. Yes so..I think a pervert was watching me watch tv and talk on the phone while I was in my living room. My dogs started barking all crazy..so I went to the window to see what it was..I turned off the porch light..and then I saw a SHADOW..of like a person walking and I almost shit my pants. Ha I got all freaked out and ran to my moms room to tell her haha. I was on the phone with Jesse during this whole ordeal. I went to the doctor yesterday also...I've been sick for a while...so Dr. Chin put me on Antibiotics..hopefully I'll get better. Hmm..what to write about now...ahh Hmmm. Well I talked to my friend Gerald today..it's really nice to know that someone cares and worries at times about you. I like to be cared about...not sure about the worried part. I'm not to fond of people worrying about me...it makes me feel weird. Ah..oh well. Anywho, at the moment I'm just sitting here waiting for my cell to charge up so I can call Jesse back. Damn thing always dies on me! Urghaz..I haven't talked to Brian or Kristin in a few days...my buddies. Well I guess I'll end this. Bye Bye!



anna is in regret on Wednesday, July 06, 2005



Sunday, July 03, 2005


**45 Things a girl wished guys knew**

1. Dont tell us when you think other girls are hot
2.Whenever possible please say what you need to say during the commercials
3.If you dont act like soap opera guys than dont expect us to dress like Victoria's Secret models
4.Mark anniversaries on a calendar
5.There is no such thing as too much spooning
6.We think about you all the time
7.This is how we see it: Dont Call=Dont Care
8.Which also means if we dont call, take the hint
9.We like you to be a little jealous...but over possesive is not necessary
10.Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench press
11.Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave
12.Foreplay is not an option...its required
13.We're allowed to be late, you are not
14.Eye contact is key
15.Dont take longer to get ready than we do
16. Laugh at our jokes
17.Three words: honesty, honesty, and honesty
18. Girls can be groupies, guy groupies are stalkers
19.We never have to wonder if your orgasm is real
20.Do not start with us, you will not win
21.Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so
22.IF you ask nicely we usually answer that way
23.We will never have enough clothes or shoes
24.We have an excuse to act bitchy atleast once a month
25.Open the door for us no matter where we are
26.We love surprises!
27.We like to be kissed softley, not with an iron tongue
28.Pay attention to the little things we do, they usually mean the most
29.Boxers, briefs, boxer briefs, never white-titeys
30.Clean your room before we come over
31.Always brush your teeth before you see us, clean teeth and a fresh mouth are a must
32.Even though you are sometimes and insensite and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are
33.Sensitive guys are great, but crying more than we do during a movie is going overboard
34.Sometimes no really means no
35.Wife beaters are not an adequate form of fashion..when you go out
36.IF we wanted to be on video tape we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
37.Dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough
38.It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays
39. Guys who are good cuddlers know how to statisfy a girl
40."Fat Chicks" have feelings too
41.Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to, you did something wrong
42.The excuse I cant dance, is unacceptable-we'll appreciate just the fact that your trying
43.Just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean she isnt waiting by the phone
44.You dont have to spend alot of it means alot
45.Dont say you love me unless you mean it


It's all true guys!



anna is in regret on Sunday, July 03, 2005



Friday, July 01, 2005


Hello there. I don't know how long it has been since I last updated. Probably a week or so. Well I decided to update since it's a brand new month. June went pretty well. I hung out with my friends alot and had some good times. Nothing new has happened but its been 4 months that me and jesse have been going out so I'm happy about that. My brother has to go to the hospital and stay there for four days because he had some kind of infection on his stomach and he had to have surgery. He got out today and he's doing much better. I saw my older brother Benny at the hospital. It was akward because I know he wants to bond with us (including me)..and at least have decent conversations with us..but I feel really uncomfortable around him. I'm not close to him..and I just find it weird that he comes on so strong..I guess I don't feel that kind of connection with him that my brother and sister do. I get all quiet and weird when he's around. My brother and sister act normal around him..but I just can't. Maybe it will change soon because I want another OLDER male figure in my life that I can actually look up to. There were two male figures in my life..in the past..but I don't look up to them anymore because they turned out not to be great role models. I don't want to become some raging alcoholic now do I? I had a conversation with one of my good friends about family life..and how some people are just so damn lucky. They have everything they could possibly want or NEED in life. It sucks when you compare your family life to that of a persons who seems so happy and well..perfect. Ah..I'll stop talking about that stuff now. I guess I'll end it soon because if I continue talking about this stuff..I'll get all emotional and what not. URGH..it makes me mad. Bye all.



anna is in regret on Friday, July 01, 2005



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