Monday, August 28, 2006
My weekend was okay.
Kind of dull but overall okay. Hm. Friday was a drag. I had to buy my U.S. History College Book. Freaking $60. Good thing I get to return it & get my money back when I'm done with it. I have a problem with spending a lot of money on just one thing. It bothers me. The rest of my day was pretty shitty. I had to listen to my mom complain about me needing this & that. I was on the verge of breaking necks [pms]. I also caught up on some much needed sleep.
Saturday just sucked. When I woke up early that morning, I found out that my cell phone got turned off due to the bill not being paid. I was..upset. I don't like waking up to a bunch of drama. So for a short remainder of the day I was pissy about that. I really couldn't believe that my mom me called a "little bitch". Ha. What can I say, when I get mad, I'm pmsing & people are nagging at me I can get pretty bitchy. Anywho. I watched Beerfest with Isaac at the theater around 3. It was a pretty interesting movie. I'm not much of a drinker [at all], but I found it funny. Later I hung out with my buddy Simeon. We watched Memoirs of a Geisha. That by far was on the greatest movies I've seen in a while. I knew it was be good! Now, let's see if the book is better. I also watched a little bit of Full Metal Jacket. That was pretty much all I did Saturday.
Sunday was a drag. Went to Wal-Mart, came home, read for U.S. History & that's about it! Oh, I saw the rest of Full Metal Jacket. I don't know how they combined comedy & seriousness so well. My weekend could have been better. But oh well.
I'm running out of things to type about. Most of my useless rants are just of my boring days here in Beeville. Why can't anything fucking interesting happen here?! Bring on the entertainment, violence, drama, etc. Anything but these melancholy days where people are uninteresting & cow-fucking is ordinary. Maybe the Virgin Mary will appear in cocopuffs. That'd be interesting! Gah. People are so pathetic.
I have a really brilliant idea!! I should try to be Miss Outstanding Teen Bee County! Right..Right..I mean..I'm smart..cute..great hair. Ha. I'm just missing some more qualities. I would need to start smoking pot, drinking, skanking around & using vulgar language all the time! All right! Who ever thought it would be so hard. In my wee ages, I thought that in order to have the Title of Miss..I would have to possess other things ...ambition, courtesy, activist, grace and other lady like manners. Guess not. It really doesn't take a lot to make little girls look up to you. Maybe just some make-up, a nice dress & a fake smile! Gah, America is Great!
Mm, I just love sarcasm on Mondays. Of course I would never go for that god awful degrading title. Two day headaches suck. Time to go pop some more pills. I think I'm addicted to non-aspirin & vitamins. Seriously.
I have the sudden urge to go to a show. Gah. I need to be free & let loose. The FFTL show would be just perfect!! Now to just find a ride. Sometimes I just feel like screaming my head off & going crazy. I have so much angst built up inside of me. It's crazy. I've become some hateful. I can feel it. I'm normally a perky person, but just angry. Anyone want to join me on my voyage to San Antonio in October? Hit me up. Well that's all for now.
Goodbye.
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
anna is in regret on Monday, August 28, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
1st Period- Web Mastering] It's pretty awesome. I have my buddy Josh, Yvonne, Marissa, Albert & Paul. It should be fun!
2nd Period- US History Dual] Quiet. There are only 10 people in there. I'm kind of happy about that considering that it's a College Class and there are very few people in there to interrupt my learning process!
3rd Period- Advisory] Boooring!!
4th Period- Spanish3 AP] Kinda Neat. I have Melissa & Jessica in there. I'm sure it will be challenging.
5th Period- Band] Fun like always!
6th Period- Chemistry] My worst class. I hate it so badly. Talk about GHETTOOOO & Boring. I have so many sluty bitches & ex juvies in there. Except for Yvonne & I...=]]
7th Period- English3] Alright. Minus one bubbly tard in particular.
8th Period- Algebra2 Pre AP] This should be a challenging class. I don't remember anything I learned freshman year in algebraI. URGHHH.
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The First Day back was 'okay'. Now I must attempt to get use to the new, sluttier freshman class. Oh Joy. First Days always suck. In my case, it sucked 10x worst. I was menstrual..you can't blame me =]]. Today was my second day..which wasn't that bad. I wasn't THAT pissed today..just a little aggravated. I've tried to distance myself from lots of people who I could care less to talk to. If I don't like you, I won't talk to you, I won't laugh at your corny jokes & I won't smile at you.
People are just so retarded. I've opened my eyes and have now realized the stupidity of teenagers of my generation. This generation sucks. I'm sick & tired of these smart-ass, rude kids. I'm guessing their parents never taught them jack shit. They have no respect for their elders much less themselves. It's like no one is goal driven. They're living in this world where getting an education, a job, or staying out of trouble doesn't really matter just as long as you can go on food stamps. What the fuck is your problem? I look down upon people like that. I shouldn't have to pay taxes [in the future] to support irresponsible teen parents or worthless bums. Just realize that apart of growing up means maturing. Maturing doesn't mean having sex, doing drug, drinking, or smoking..just to clarify that. I'm just really ashamed of tons of people I encounter everyday.
Mm. "You're so hateful"-Kristin. I'm tired of blabbing. Time to jamm. That's all for now.
Goodbye.
anna is in regret on Friday, August 25, 2006
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
My week in a few words: The Sims.Slothfullness.Sonny Moore.Friends.Band.School.
So I finally go back to continue my education at the world renowned A.C. Jones. Joy. Of course you know I'm being sarcastic if you really know me. Do you know me?! I'm dumbfounded as to who actually reads this sorry excuse for a blog. Maybe a passerby every now and then , but does anyone really come here frequently?? Bah! I've always wanted a stalker. Not those creepy ones that want to molest you, but the creepy ones that want to be your best friend for some odd reason. That go out of their way just to pass by you in hopes that you will enage in a conversation with them.. when in all actuality you don't know who the hell they are. Yep.
Lately, I've sort of had this sick obsession with The Sims & Sonny Moore. I play The Sims almost everyday & it has somehow lurked into conversations with my friends. I don't know whats up with that, but I just find it to be a really fun game! I think it's because I haven't played it so long, so now it's sort of interesting to me again! Now to my other obsession...you really can't blame me on this one! Sonny Moore: The picture perfect image of fucking Hot! Just a few weeks ago I finally realized why so many prepubescent girls idolize him. It's not only his boyish good looks in my case, but that fucking snakebite! I swear, I would give a mill. to lock lips with a snakebite clad boy. I just find it so..well...sexy! Call me weird. Call me kinky. I love it!
Tomorrow will be interesting. Maybe I'll find a new "Good Charlotte Table" to giggle at. Mmm, I can already smell the bogusness in the voices of many!
Goodbye.
All you better-thans that fed us shit,
Will be knocked on the floor,
So don't you place your bets just yet
All you treasure sleepers feed on shit,
You'll be knocked on the floor,
So don't you place...
-The Latest Plague
anna is in regret on Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
My weekend was both fun & interesting.
Saturday night was pretty awesome. I had a good time laughing at Megan & Brittney. That's all I'm going to say. On the other hand, I believe I did indeed loose a friend. I'm confused as to their reason(s) but oh well. I'll live.
Sunday I stayed home & just relaxed from the previous day. I had a nice conversation with both Megan & Kristin. Ha. Fun Times. Monday was both crappy & interesting. The first half of my day was just terrible! Band practice is really killing me. I come home everyday so exhausted & toasty. It surprises me that so many people don't put on sunblock [including myself]. Talk about Skin Cancer. I'm such a hypocrite. Later that day I got both a surprising phonecall & an invite to the movies. It was pretty cool, I had a good time.
Tuesday was just another ordinarily tiring day. I slept for a while & just stayed home. Today was basically the same except for the whole sleeping portion. Tomorrow starts the day of no more waking up early! AGH..I'm so happy. Plus we don't have practice on Friday so I'm totally free that day. That should give me three days to catch up on my social life.
It seems like it's been forever since I've hung out with Melissa, Kristin, Parker, Megan & the rest of the "old crew". I miss the good ol' days when we all got along & hung out all the time. So I'm definitely making some phone calls starting Friday!
School starts next Thursday. Urgh. I still need some more school clothes since I don't have very many clothes that abide the "standardized dress code [gayy]" & I've gained a little weight. hehe. I'm pretty stoked that I have some good friends in my classes. That should be crazy fun. Just like freshman year [Spanish w/ Mr. Derusse!]. I just don't know how I'm going to balance studying, homework, my "social life" & on top of all of that BAND. It's going to be very hectic but hey that's the life of an over-achiever. I'm not exactly an "over-achiever"...it just fit well with the sentence.
Well this pimple on my nostril is bothering me. I'll go pop it in my sister's face. Ha. That's so disgusting. That's it for today yall.
Goodbye.
"I stretch myself across the world pushing my limits for your entertainment And you had the nerve To call out my weaknesses And drag me through the dirt"- Waltz Moore
anna is in regret on Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Well I've been up to a whole lot of nothing.
These past eleven days have been just shit. My weekdays are spend going to summer band practice & being tired. Last weekend was the shit though. I hung out with Kristin & Mark. Ha. Fun times! This month sucks so far. Hopefully I can hang out with some Victoria friends soon. That'd be fun.
So I got my schedule for school on Wednesday. I like it. But I'm not sure if I will like the people in my classes. I have three classes with Melissa so that's cool [Spanish Band & English]. I'm dreading going back to school. I know I'll be stressed out & depressed. People make me sick.
Well I'm not going to waste my weekend ranting about this & that.
Goodbye.
anna is in regret on Saturday, August 12, 2006
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I feel the mother fucking burn.
Some people may not think so, but being in marching band is tiring. Well at least for those who sat on their asses all summer [me]. It surprises me when I see these thin, healthy looking girls get all sick from the heat. You would think that they could handle it. So far, I haven't gotten "sick" or anything. It's actually kind of fun to run & do all of these funky excercises. I try not to be a wimp & just suck it up. It'll pay off in the end. Wh00t.
For some reason, I sense a feeling of maturity in myself. Or maybe people around me are just getting stupider. Eh? Oh well, it's about that time that I grow the fuck up. I love having fun, so that's never going to change. At least for now.
I feel weird. I'm a junior. I'm an upperclassman, at last! I could push around freshman & act all badass if I wanted to. But I'm too nice to do that..well at least the pushing around part. Gah. I could graduate with the seniors if I wanted to. I could finish school & never go back again. I could go out into the real world & just be independent. I'm growing up. It feels good but I'm scared. Not of growing up, but whats to come. I just don't know how I will manage. It's like I have all this excitement inside of me that's just waiting to explode! I can't wait for that day. That day that I leave that shithole & I don't have to see all those idiots, spoiled brats & assholes ever again. Well at least not at will. Two more years to go. Can't wait!
Goodbye!
anna is in regret on Tuesday, August 01, 2006
