My day started offpretty good except for the fact that he keeps on making her go all crazy and crap ( I'll talk about that later and make it mysterious ). In first period Dr. DeRusse told us that Mr. Contreras died. He was a really nice man...and he was always so friendly. It so weird how just two weeks ago he was letting me and melissa in his classroom to talk to Trevor. I didn't have him as a teacher or whatever but I know he was a good person. All day I just heard positive things about him..from all types of people. Anyways, after that..my day went good. It felt weird being back in school after two weeks. Hmm...I really hate that he keeps on making her all mad all the time. I'm starting to hate him for that. I thought he'd stop it after a while but now I know that he won't. There is seriously something wrong with him and I dont know..and she doesnt know what it is either. He's ruining everything. I feel so sorry for her cause she has to go through so much stress already and he's making it worst. I can't do anything about it but just watch and wait it out. Oh well, it doesn't make me mad or anything, it just makes me so curious to wonder whats going through his head. I hope this ends soon. Anyways..enough of that. My World Geography project is due Friday. I got a lot done today..but I just need about one more day to get all my information and I'll be ready to make the powerpoint! Well..I got stuff to do..Until Next Time My Friends, I hope this entry entertained you a bit!
My day was interesting. It wasen't the best of all days. I've been feeling like crap all day cause of this sore throat and I've just been not in the mood to do anything. I hope I feel better by tommorow. My cousin was cutting this huge tree we have in the back of our house because it was very hallow so this morning I had to go help drag all the branches from our backyard to the curb...and it wasen't fun at all. Well my birthday is coming up soon. I can't wait to be 15 alast. It seems like I've been 14 forever..I'm glad I'll finally leave that age of..stupidness, confuseness, and imatureness...HAHA JK..I'll never leave that stuff cause thats part of me! I'm happy who I am! I'm really proud that I have awesome friends who I can be myself around and I hope they'll continue accepting me for who I am..or I'll have to whoop them and knock some sense into them. Well..its that time already that I should head to bed..or I'll be tired in the morning. NAY..waking up for school is a drag. Until Next Time my NINCONPOOP Friends and strangers.
Hello again! I haven't updated in a while due to my lazyness and other stuff. My thanksgiving was pretty good. I ate a lot of pie! Mmm! I've been needing to ( since all this week ) work on my world geography project. I've been putting it off to do other stuff..like be lazy haha. I finally seriously started it. I spent like two hours doing just research and I still have to do a powerpoint. Soo stressing. I have like NO drama to talk about. Life has been good...I haven't been dealing with a bunch of crap which is pretty cool compared to other times! Umm...i dont know what to talk about now. I always feel like my life is so boring compared to other people's ...I have no stories to talk about due to my CONTROLIVE mother :P haha jk... I just never get to go out and do what i want. Well..i'll make this one short cause I dont have anything interesting on my mind at the moment. BYE BYE!
I recently got a new template. Isnt is purddy! I just need to figure out a way to get rid of that awful search bar and how to make it so you can leave comments..its complicating but i still got some brains it figure it out. Last night I had an odd dream. Well the setting was at my house..I was looking outside my sliding patio door and it was just after a storm (like the one we had last night) ..and it was all clearing up and the sun was coming out. Well, I looked and there were a bunch of balloons floating everywhere and then I went outside and started poping the balloons with my brother and sister..it was a fun dream. I wonder what the balloons represent. Oh well. I dont know if Im gonna be updating cause I wanna get this template looking good. ( Never mind about the new template..it was too complicating for me to understand haha )
I havent updated in a while due to my laziness. I havent been up to much of anything..ive just been laying around. Yesturday I went over to melissa's house and me,melissa,roger,shane and priscilla went running in the rain. Well technically it was me and melissa running..they were uncomfortable. Umm..what to talk about..i'll talk about my friends. I have two good friends..Melissa and Sarah. Ive known Melissa the longest and ive known Sarah since the 8th grade (I knew her through Melissa). Melissa has been a good friend to me...I can talk to her and open up..and be myself around her. I can't do that around a lot of people. Im deeply grateful for her..cause I don't know where i'd be..or who i'd be hanging out with if I never met her. Like they say..friends effect the things you do..and the people you hang around...all that stuff. Im glad I've surrounded myself with people who make good choices and are good people in general. I dont want to surround myself with people who do stupid crap...like go out and get drunk and do drugs. I've never been around those kinda people so I dont know why I should start. Anyways..to all of my friends that i've grown to love (in a platonic way you sickos) and care about..Im really grateful to have such good friends that make me happy and let me know that I don't need a boy to make me happy, i dont need drugs or alcohol to have fun, and I dont need to be fake to make good friends. I love you all and I'm always gonna be here for yall and whenever you wanna go have some F-U-N FUN..give me a call and i'll be there! haha. Well, thats all i wanna say! If i dont update soon then I'm probably laying around my house haha. If anyone gets bored..give me call! I've gained weight since marching band season has ended..i need to pick up a sport or something haha. Band was the only excercise i had been getting..now I've just been laying around..and I wanna keep my body but I dont mind gaining a little weight. I just dont wanna get all CHUNKY. Maybe if i gain weight i'll get a butt haha. Oh well...I'll love my body CHUNKY or how it is now. Well my friends..i hope this entry has entertained you in some ways. Until Next Time my Friends!
I've been having a really great day! I got good sleep last night ( I went to bed at 10:30! )..and the whole day was just relaxing. I had an IPC test and I made a 100 on it *awesome*! In mostly all of my classes got to relax. World Geography is becoming one of my favorite classes...its so fun! Im surrounded by Marissa, Jessica, Priscilla, and Matt..they're so funny haha. Today..I found out that people I thought i deleted on my messenger still have me on their messenger and they see my status all the time..and have been reading my journal. John told me that he read mine..thats weird cause I didn't think people read this except melissa and sarah. This is pretty cool. Well..I dont know if im gonna be writing in here during the Thanksgiving holiday cause Im probably gonna be busy or out and about! Tommorow Im planning to go shopping..and later that night im planning to go to my friends house. So if this is the last entry for a while..dont be afraid to give me call! 343-0436 ( I remembered it!) ..and please if you can..call me on the weekend or after 9..cause its free and im a cheapo! HAPPYTHANKSGIVING if I dont tell you that later. Ooo..i found out today that this guy Ramon that sits about "our table" is moving..its so sad...I was getting to enjoy having his company at our table..and he's just gonna leave us..that biotch..haha jk. I'll see if i see him after this period (7th) so i can give him a Gooooodbye hug. Everyone give Eric your best wishes! ..Umm...dont do anything stupid during the holiday..like clean or something..and have fun! yay! Im a little out of it right now..im just in such a jolly mood! Well..Until Next Time!
My astrology for today was weird..I don't believe all that horoscope crap cause everything they say will happen say that month or day never does happen. But you never know..maybe when they say "You'll meet a person you'll be with forever" or something like that..its true but you dont realize it..Ooo Im thinking all techinical today haha. Well here is my horoscope for today and tommorow. Daily Overview for November 18, 2004 Quickie:The hardest problem may have the simplest solution. Are you overlooking the obvious?
Overview:There'll be lots of communication on your agenda, and you can expect much of it to be from quite a distance. You'll also be more than willing to chat with anyone who crosses your path.
Daily Overview for November 19, 2004
Quickie:A map won't tell you where you're going. You'll have to navigate this one alone.
Overview:Here's the calm after the storm, and not a minute too soon. You'll be able to relax, take a deep breath and maybe even put your feet up for a few minutes. Don't rush yourself. You've certainly earned this.
I wonder what it means by "..Don't rush..", these things confuse me. Anyways, my day was pretty normal. I did a naughty yesturday that I'm still ashamed of haha. Some people know what I mean. Well back to my day..everything was normal like I mentioned. I woke up...tired as usual...went to school...went to all my classes..lunch..all my other classes and now im in 7th. Ricky is such a nasty boy....I should slap him for always making those nasty slurping sounds and blowing kisses at me when he sees me. He made a weird little kissing motion when I saw him on the 2nd floor this morning. That sick freak.. Ooo we're perfect for each other HAHA. Anyways, whats up with people assummiinnngg things these days..those who are involved in this "drama" know what i mean. Its so retarded...people assume without knowing the truth. Ooo im such a hypocrite.. I do the exact same things at times. We've all done that. Well my eyes burn from looking at this screen ...all this blinking..and typing..and looking for spelling errors is making me dizzy haha. Until Next Time!( doesnt that green make your eyes burn!? ) OMG i forgot to mentin this..today in world geography..Coach Baez gave us countries to do powerpoints on..I got Columbia..and Marissa got Chile..well we had to write our name and country we got...well when I looked at Marissa's it said ' Marissa Posada- Chile (with beans) ' ..omg..i thought that was the funniest EVER..im cracking up right now just thinking about it. Ok..nvm its not that funny now that Im here giggly like a freak..but it was hilarious at the time! .. once again, Until Next Time! BURN!
Today wasent that bad. Today, at lunch, I discovered that im reallycrushingon this one guy. I can say that i like him.He meets everthing! My lust crush crap..and what I look for in a guy. And all this happened in one day. I dont know if he likes me back. Im sure Sarah knows who im talking about :D and Melissa will most likey know. Hesreally nice..and funny.But I dont know if he feels the same way. You know boys..THEY SUCK. Well..thats all i wanted to write about for now..cause thats all im thinking about now. Well..Until Later!
Well tommorow is probably gonna be the first day I dont have my bestest buddy with me..to walk me to my classes..and all that other stuff. Im stuck with SARAH Ahh.. haha jk sarah.Its gonna be really odd..Im not gonna write letters to anyone all day..Oh well. Maybe I'll cling to someone..everyone better watch out :P . Well..im really starting to connect to "the guys" that sit at our table..they're really cool, nice, and funny. They always throw random pieces of food at me..its quite disturbing..but i like it! Rudy meets my Lust Crush criteria..he's a cutie! I find myself to be a bit odd..ive noticed that lately. I don't usually act like myself when Im around people that I dont know..i tend to get silent..and I guess I act all smart...cause people always think im serious when im in class. Its not that im not serious in class..its just that I dont like "opening up" to random people..i can only do that if i get along with the person and if i cant a certain connection with them. If they're a gangsta biotch and they try to open up to me..ill ignore them. I hate people that act all mean to other people and they try to act like they're nice people when it comes to people they're not mean to. I confuse myself. Oh well. Hmm..whats to talk about now. Im listening to Chevelle "Send the Pain Below"..i love this song. I sounds like such a sad song. I recommed this song to everyone. Oh gosh..i gained weight. I weight like 117 or 118 now. Oh well...*hehe inside joke*. DAMMITH THEE CAFETERIA FOOD! Im gonna change topics cause when people read this they're gonna be like "Omg..shes so stupid..shes worrying about her weight..omg.." haha. I would say that too if I saw someone write that. Well..let me talk about another issue that ive been wanting to talk about..... Eating Disorders- I've never had an eating disorder in my lifetime. So i obviously think its stupid. Eating disorders are diseases but a lot of people just think of it as an easy way to lose weight. NVM..i feel so stupid for talking about this..cause i havent gone through it..so I dont know how it feels. Darn..I dont wanna offend anyone.. Im so opinionated. haha. Since that didnt go to good, Im gonna talk about what I wanan be! I wanna work for the CPS (Child Protective Services)....its not the highest paying job in the world..but I can see myself helping out people in need of a better life. I havent had the greatest life..but I learned to love it and cherish it and not let it keep me down. I love life! Yay! I should cherish what I have now because there are a lot of people that are down on their luck..or just people who grew up very rough. Im lucky, like one of my good friends said. And she's right. Im lucky..I have a mom that loves me and cares about me..and a (sometimes) loving brother and sister. Well..that was deep. I didnt intent to write that stuff and I didnt intent to open up so much. This must be good reading material..haha. Well thats all for now. Until later!
Today was a pretty normal day. Everything went good. I even had fun at lunch *surprise*. People really annoy me when they get into other peoples business..I mean come on your not involved in anything..your just making it worst. You know what I mean Melissa. People also annoy me when they wanna know everything your talking about, and that has been happening lately. Oh well. So..I guess right now since I really dont have anything else to talk about, I'll write what I look for in a guy's personality and all that good stuff. ABC'stoMyHeart: 1. Humor 2. Honesty 3. Caringness (if thats even a word) 4. Politness 5. And he can't be a meanie.. ..ok yes i know..I may be a bit big with the whole LUST CRUSH thing. I know that and I bad like that. Well now Im gonna list what kinda guy a LUST over. ABC'sToBeMy LustCrush: (this does not mean that I'll like you if you meet it) 1. Good Hair 2. Tall 3. Brunette ( like me! ) 4. Dark... ( not black dark..just dark..) 5. Adorable :-) 6. Good Smile 7. Nice Eyebrows Yup..well theres what I look for in a person I lust over haha. I usually don't really like people who meet those "standards"..or else I'd be shallow..I guess. Gosh, I hate when people go out with other people just because they like how they look. Come on..thats so retarded. You fall in love with someone for how they make you feel..and your connection..and lots of other stuff...not just by their apperance. If you went out with a really good looking person, and then there personality was all CACA...that'd suck. Thats why I'm not like that. Yay! I know all the preps do that shit..thats why they all screw each other and then break up two weeks later. Bunch of tards. I can't believe how many girls are getting pregnant. I know this girl who thinks she pregnant..shes in the 9TH GRADE..thats horrible. Then these people are all excited about having a baby..come on people..its not gonna be all fun and games unless your rich. Most of the people in Beeville arent exactly loaded. Damn...that really pisses me off. I KNOW I'm never gonna go out with a guy for about a month...do it..and then plan on having a baby...thats stupid. But..oh well. If teenagers wanna make more babys and make more people pay higher taxes cause they have to go on welfare..thats they're problem. Well..im done preaching about that haha. Wow..the time on this journal is all off. Until Next Time!
Hello one again. My day has been really good. I try not to let things bother me so much and I try not to let things get me mad or upset. I've done that a lot this year and I regret that. I shouldnt let retarded things get me upset. If someone who I have no relation with..and who i could care less about gets mad at me..or like doesnt like me...I dont wanna have that feeling in the back of my head that says "Why doesnt he/she like me...how can I be nicer..blah blah blah". I can't be nicer..and be anything more than who I am. If i did then I'd be a BIG PHONY!!! Anyways, hmm..im gonna talk more about my friends and family now to let you know a little bit about me. Well my best friends are melissa and sarah. Im single Whoo Whoo!! *toot* Whoopsie..got a little excited there. I try not to let boys get to me either. I love to over-exagerate things a lot. As many people who I've been talking to know about..*him*. I dont know about him. He's an odd one...I like it!. Darn journal entry people cut off what I wrote early. Oh well I think i remember what i wrote. I was suppose to write about my friends and family..but I already know who they are..and I dont wanna bore you with my life story. Hmm...I wonder what Erics up to tonight. I hear hes looking at colleges. Damn, I know right now im thinking that I cant wait to go to college..I cant wait to get out of this house..i cant wait to get out of this town. I grew to love everything here, so later on..i know that its gonna be really hard to finally step out into the real world. Ive been so isolated here..and Im thankful for that because if I wasnet..i wouldnt be who I am now...but later on i know its gonna be hard for me to do everything on my own. I just hope that I can survive and not just be one of those girls who goes to college...learns how hard it is....and comes crawling back home and working at HEB (dont take me wrong, there is nothing wrong with that)..but I just hope I become someone in life. I hope I affect peoples lifes in good ways. Well, this is certainly what I wasent talking about earlier haha. Oh well. I better get back to my conference. Until next time!
Well today at 2:39 PM I decided to finally start an online journal. I'm not to sure if Im gonna keep up with this stupid thing or not but its the only thing I could think of doing now that we have "Free Time" in record keeping. I'll get back to you when I have stuff to talk about and when Im dont editing this thing. I dont think my little kitty pic will show or not. :(
