Wednesday, June 28, 2006
These past few days have been pretty hectic.
On Monday I did some mad shopping in Victoria. I bought a shit load of clothes for school & the summer. I've been needing more clothes since most of my jeans are worn out & have holes everywhere. So most of my day was spent in Victoria & then here at home.
Tuesday, I had a orthodontist appointment in Corpus. I left around 2 & got to the office. When I got looked at, I was informed that I would go back on August the 3rd to see whether or not I get my braces off. I'm really excited. Two years..two freaking years I've gone through all this pain & suffering just for a nice smile are going to pay off. I arrived back in Beeville around 6 & called Kristin up. We were suppose to hang out with our new buddy Steven. That ho never answered his phone so we decided to just go to his house. Turns out that he was home & we hung out. It was fun. I stayed till 9 & then my mom picked me up. The rest of my day consisted of laying around being lazy & menstrual.
I actually have plans for today, so I'm off to the shower. Adios.
Gooodbye!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Well Well Well..I'm back. Alast. Turns out that it was an alright trip. The drive up there was not that bad & overall I had a good time doing nothing. Oh the joys of watching television, dvd's, getting attacked by mosqutios, being abused by two year olds, corn-on-the-cob & eating!! I did get a tad bit homesick & missed my dog. I found out that he peed in my bed. That bastard. I missed him!!
I promised you that I would update as soon as I got home. I did. Fool. Tomorrow is my gangsta friend Kristin's birthday. I'm also going to Corpus tomorrow. Joy! I'm not in dept anymore so I can finally hang out with my friends & hopefully get her a present.
Tuesday I have an ortho appointment. Hopefully I will get the news if I get these bitches off or keep them on longer. In July it will be two years that I have had them on. That's Crazy! Well I think it's crazy & you're probably thinking "whoopdee fucking dooo". Yeah. I'm ranting. Randomness. Pointless. NessLess. That was really pointless.
Okay NOW I will end this. I think I'm out of it. Eek.
Goodbye.
anna is in regret on Sunday, June 25, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
I'm off!
To a babyshower that is. Hm. So I'm about to leave for the wonderful town of Sugarland. It's about a 3 1/2 hours drive. I won't be back till Monday. Finally, I have something to do other than the usual 'nothing'. It's been about 2 years since I've been there, but I know I'll have an awesome time. Maybe I'll meet some really cool people! Eek, or maybe just some cranky old people. Oh well.
I'm due to leave in a short while, so I'll say my goodbyes once again. [ To my friends ] Sorry I've been such a beaner & haven't call or anything. I've just been in a weird mood lately. I've been wanting some alone time & all that constant never being home kind of got to me. I guess I just needed a break from everything. Whatever I'm happy with, right? That's all. Goodbyes everyone. I love you all. I'll update as soon as I get home. I pinky promise.
Love Always,
Me.
"Two roads split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be."
anna is in regret on Friday, June 23, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Hm. Things have been somewhat better. Some ups & downs but overall, alright.
So I'm pretty sure I'll finish my summer classes today. That's a big relief since my summer has not been all that great due to me having classes in the wee hours of the morning. Hopefully my real summer will start after today!
I don't have very much inspiration for this entry, so I'll leave you with a goodbye
Goodbye.
anna is in regret on Thursday, June 22, 2006
Saturday, June 17, 2006
So I have not updated since the 14th of April.
So much has been going on that it's so hard to talk about everything. I'll sum most of what has been going on in the past two months in a few words.
My group of friends slowly broke apart. Hearts were broken. Trust disappeared. People got mad. Ignorance was soon required. Hatred slowly built up. Rumors were spread. Tears were shed. Confusion. Jealousy. Relationships were built. People became lonely. People became close. School ended.
What occured in those past two months were very painful. Things changed so fast & I didn't like it one bit. But that was the past. Hopefully friendships can be repaired & I won't fall into the trap of stupidity [once again].
All of this happened for a reason & I have learned to except it. Now I have to go throught the process of mending what I destroyed & hopefully getting back what I lost. But some things I will probably never be able to get back. I don't think I'll even try if it causes more hurt on my side. Things just get so confusing at times.
Good thing I have became closer to friends & I'm not lonely all the time anymore. I have my moments where I think I need someone to call my own. But I already have that. I have my friends to call my own. They never hurt me. They never fool me & they sure as hell have never made me cry. They are the best people I have ever known. When I'm with them, I forget about everything that causes me so much pain. Everything is better when I'm with them. They make me happy!
Life is well. Now I need to make some changes. For the better of us all. For the better of me.
I'm still sorry.
anna is in regret on Saturday, June 17, 2006