Well tommorow is probably gonna be the first day I dont have my bestest buddy with me..to walk me to my classes..and all that other stuff. Im stuck with SARAH Ahh.. haha jk sarah.Its gonna be really odd..Im not gonna write letters to anyone all day..Oh well. Maybe I'll cling to someone..everyone better watch out :P . Well..im really starting to connect to "the guys" that sit at our table..they're really cool, nice, and funny. They always throw random pieces of food at me..its quite disturbing..but i like it! Rudy meets my Lust Crush criteria..he's a cutie! I find myself to be a bit odd..ive noticed that lately. I don't usually act like myself when Im around people that I dont know..i tend to get silent..and I guess I act all smart...cause people always think im serious when im in class. Its not that im not serious in class..its just that I dont like "opening up" to random people..i can only do that if i get along with the person and if i cant a certain connection with them. If they're a gangsta biotch and they try to open up to me..ill ignore them. I hate people that act all mean to other people and they try to act like they're nice people when it comes to people they're not mean to. I confuse myself. Oh well. Hmm..whats to talk about now. Im listening to Chevelle "Send the Pain Below"..i love this song. I sounds like such a sad song. I recommed this song to everyone. Oh gosh..i gained weight. I weight like 117 or 118 now. Oh well...*hehe inside joke*. DAMMITH THEE CAFETERIA FOOD! Im gonna change topics cause when people read this they're gonna be like "Omg..shes so stupid..shes worrying about her weight..omg.." haha. I would say that too if I saw someone write that. Well..let me talk about another issue that ive been wanting to talk about..... Eating Disorders- I've never had an eating disorder in my lifetime. So i obviously think its stupid. Eating disorders are diseases but a lot of people just think of it as an easy way to lose weight. NVM..i feel so stupid for talking about this..cause i havent gone through it..so I dont know how it feels. Darn..I dont wanna offend anyone.. Im so opinionated. haha. Since that didnt go to good, Im gonna talk about what I wanan be! I wanna work for the CPS (Child Protective Services)....its not the highest paying job in the world..but I can see myself helping out people in need of a better life. I havent had the greatest life..but I learned to love it and cherish it and not let it keep me down. I love life! Yay! I should cherish what I have now because there are a lot of people that are down on their luck..or just people who grew up very rough. Im lucky, like one of my good friends said. And she's right. Im lucky..I have a mom that loves me and cares about me..and a (sometimes) loving brother and sister. Well..that was deep. I didnt intent to write that stuff and I didnt intent to open up so much. This must be good reading material..haha. Well thats all for now. Until later!
