Hello one again. My day has been really good. I try not to let things bother me so much and I try not to let things get me mad or upset. I've done that a lot this year and I regret that. I shouldnt let retarded things get me upset. If someone who I have no relation with..and who i could care less about gets mad at me..or like doesnt like me...I dont wanna have that feeling in the back of my head that says "Why doesnt he/she like me...how can I be nicer..blah blah blah". I can't be nicer..and be anything more than who I am. If i did then I'd be a BIG PHONY!!! Anyways, hmm..im gonna talk more about my friends and family now to let you know a little bit about me. Well my best friends are melissa and sarah. Im single Whoo Whoo!! *toot* Whoopsie..got a little excited there. I try not to let boys get to me either. I love to over-exagerate things a lot. As many people who I've been talking to know about..*him*. I dont know about him. He's an odd one...I like it!. Darn journal entry people cut off what I wrote early. Oh well I think i remember what i wrote. I was suppose to write about my friends and family..but I already know who they are..and I dont wanna bore you with my life story. Hmm...I wonder what Erics up to tonight. I hear hes looking at colleges. Damn, I know right now im thinking that I cant wait to go to college..I cant wait to get out of this house..i cant wait to get out of this town. I grew to love everything here, so later on..i know that its gonna be really hard to finally step out into the real world. Ive been so isolated here..and Im thankful for that because if I wasnet..i wouldnt be who I am now...but later on i know its gonna be hard for me to do everything on my own. I just hope that I can survive and not just be one of those girls who goes to college...learns how hard it is....and comes crawling back home and working at HEB (dont take me wrong, there is nothing wrong with that)..but I just hope I become someone in life. I hope I affect peoples lifes in good ways. Well, this is certainly what I wasent talking about earlier haha. Oh well. I better get back to my conference. Until next time!
