Sunday, February 20, 2005
I don't know what to do. Wrong is so right and right is so wrong. I can't resist it. What a big temptation this one is! I want to wait for a while to see if my feelings are accurate. I'm glad he's waiting. I'm happy because of that. I need to talk this whole deal over with my best buddies. One of them suspected that this would happen. Well it hasn't happened yet, but it's leading to it. I have a feeling that I'm not going wait. I just don't know what to do. I want to so bad. I should. Ah. I don't know. Maybe I'll be even more happier if I do? Who knows, maybe I won't. I feel bad..because I know what I feel like..right now. It's like I'm testing my emotions. Is that healthy? All these secrets are getting to me. I told my mom, but not the whole truth. I should because she is suspecting something. I can see it in her eye. Man, she knows everything. That sucks. I'm pretty sure she knows..cause sometimes she reads my notes. Well thats all for now. I thought I should add some more suspense to this EPIC tale of Love and Wonder! Ha Bye!
anna is in regret on Sunday, February 20, 2005
