Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Another ordinary day. Not much happened. Melissa and Sarah both weren't at school today. I know Melissa was sick but I don't know about Sarah. I'm really tire at the moment. I haven't been getting good sleep lately. "Stay up to late and I'm too thin" I should be getting more of it because my skin is bad and I have major bags. Okay I have to admit it. I'm addicted to the song "White Houses"...it was first introduced to me by Melissa. Thanks a lot haha. It's a really good song. It talks about how she (vanessa carlton) lost her virginity, got hurt in the process, and fell in love. I guess I like it because I'm a girl...and it talks about stuff that we have been through. Not me of course. I know one day I'll either get hurt, fall in love, give my gift to someone..but I hope I have no regrets in the end. Anyways, I'm pretty surprised how good my school year has been so far. I've made a lot of mistakes in the past..which I regret now. From the friends I had to the decisions I decided to make. My worst year was my 7th grade year. I got in a fight with a great friend of mine, started hanging out with people who aren't so great, and failed a class for the first time. 8th grade was okay. There was a lot of drama between my small group of good friends. The drama didn't really concern me, but annoyed me. No one likes drama. I don't know if I should get use to the feeling of happiness. I like the way things are going now..but for some reason it seem so unreal. Maybe I should just be happy with being happy all the time. I don't want anything bad, upsetting, or sad to happen..but I'm kinda expecting something bad, upsetting, or sad to happen as time goes by. Being happy is better than being sad all the time! Blah..I guess that's all I'm gonna blab on about for now. I need a shower. I smell like a manly man haha...I blame it on excessive hugs. Hugs are nice though! Bye all!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, March 09, 2005
