Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Hello all. Today's mood isn't very good. I'm very moody, lonely, and I'm questioning a lot of things today. I blame it on my siblings. To put it simple, they piss me off. They just make me mad. Any little thing they do just annoys me. I don't know if its me or them , but I'm always moody when I'm at home. My brother was telling me a bunch of really mean stuff about a current event that's made me question a lot of things. He accomplished what he wanted to. That sucks cause I tried to stop it but I couldn't stop that bad feeling. I shouldn't be so paranoid and expect the worst out of a little situation. Anyways, I'm really bored. I hate staying home and not having anything to do. It's spring break, I'm suppose to be out and about. It's already Tuesday..and I feel like I still haven't done what I wanted to do. I know what I wanna do..but right now it's hard to do. Well anywho, I don't have anything planned for today. I got a phone call from Jesse Sunday night. Although it was only a 20 minute phone call, it was nice to know he was doing okay. I feel kinda bad for not talking to him that much..because I was at Stacy's and I was paying attention to the conversation the girls and I were having. I regret not taking a least a good while to talk to him alone. I feel like such a jealous girlfriend at times. I'm jealous that I can't be with him right now. I just hope that he doesn't do anything stupid over there. He told me he did something that I don't really approve of but I can't stop it. I just hope that he didn't do anything during that time that he would regret now. Please, no one ask what he did because I wanna keep that to myself. That counts for everyone.. Well I guess that's all for now peeps. Stay safe and have fun! Bye all.
anna is in regret on Tuesday, March 15, 2005
