Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Today has been okay. I got a cold from my brother and sister..so right now I'm in the first stage of it..a sore throat. It sucks. I've been feeling horrible all day...and a bit cranky. Sorry to those who I took my crankyness out on. Drama..it really sucks. You can't really prevent it from happening..unless you lock yourself out of this world. For some reason I feel like I was being ...not like myself..usually I'm all happy-go-lucky..but I'm really gloomy today. Oh well..hopefully all of this will go away. Thanks to all of those who gave me their sympathy. Oh yeah I forgot to mention something. There is this senior guy who likes me..yeah..he doesn't even know me..but he likes me. Well he's been like hanging around me lately and its really creeping the shit out of me. At lunch today he came up to me and said "If you don't wanna talk to me just tell me"...jesus!...I didn't wanna be mean and say "LEAVE ME ALONE!" like I wanted to...so I said "its okay". Ah..I hope he isn't some weird stalker boy who'll secretly follows me in the halls and picks up scraps of random stuff I step on..haha. I don't want him to have any kind of affect on the relationship I'm currently in. Why is this happening to me?! Right when I get with someone I really like....weird drama happens. Blah..I'm gonna ask Sarah and Melissa to tell him to "LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"...they offered. Why not take it? I know there are better solutions to get him off my back..but that seems like the one that would work the quickest. Anyways, enough of that crap. Why can't guys (and girls) just like one person? If that were to happen..there would be less drama. Why can't people be happy with the ones they love? It seems crazy. I don't know. This whole "love, boys, girls, happiness" stuff confuses me. It freaks me out when I don't know what a persons' motives are. You don't know what they want. But you can guess. Who knows if the guess is right. Maybe its right. Moving on..I noticed that I make weird faces. I was giving someone a hug earlier today..and one of my friends informed me that I made a "I DONT WANT A HUG" face..haha. I did want a hug :-) Okay yes I was giving Jesse a hug. I hate when I make funny/weird/scary faces...cause I don't realize it. Its kinda funny when you think about it. I wish I could strap a camera in front of my face so I could see my facial expressions..and learn from them. HAHA. Well I was kinda looking forward for something today..but I guess its not gonna happen because of STUFF that happened yesterday...he'd probably feel weird doing it..Oh well. There is always next time. Hmm..I wonder if there will be any random, stupid fights again. Those are always entertaining. The stupidness. Well thats all for now. Wait no..I didn't realize that today was the first day of March! Woo. About two more months till I leave this place..in replace of this hell hole will be my coach! Woo Woo! Hopefully this month will bring more even more happyness...I hope it does. This school year has been so good to me. 4 days.. Well I guess thats all for now. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Tuesday, March 01, 2005
