Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Not many people know and I'm happy about that. Only my good friends, and people who I trust know. I'm not going to say what "happened"...or people will start asking me questions and then they'll just make it even more worst than it already is. I tried to play off like I was fine with it and everything was okay..but it eventually took its toll and I started looking all "sad" or whatever. I hate looking sad, cause then people start asking questions...but then I hate pretending that I'm happy. BLAH...I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm going to do about this...Brian knew it was going to happen and I also thought it was in the back of my head. Yes or No? I don't know what to do. If I say yes..maybe it will get better...maybe it will get worst. If I say no..then I might be missing out and losing someone who I really care about. I guess only time will tell. When people say they like you..does that mean they like everything about you..or just a few things? That confuses me...
Moving on..enough of that sad stuff. This girl HERE from Beeville is missing. It's kind of crazy cause I had her 5th period. I'm not going to say any crap about her..other than she seemed like she hated her life. Click here to look at the news report on it. Well I guess that's all I have to say for now. Tomorrow will be better. Bye Bye!
anna is in regret on Wednesday, April 27, 2005
