I know I haven't updated in a while. Let me recap you on what has been happening. I've been busy with school and band practice. Things have been really hectic lately. Life sucks right now. I'm pretty sure I'm failing Spanish. Fucking Fatima! I made a terrible grade on our test that we 50% of my average! So I'm basically screwed. Band has been taking up a lot of my time, but I expected this because we have competition on Saturday in Victoria. I'm kind of nervous about it. I haven't had time to do much of anything! It's just been three days out of my long week and I'm already stressed out and ready to give up. I haven't gotten more than five hours of sleep each day. It sucks. And to top that off, I'm have problems with my relationship with Jesse. Right now we're separated. I hate this on and off shit. It confuses me and pissed me off. I hate it when people toy with my emotions. Well I'm done talking about all that drama. Moving on..

I recently had a decent conversation with my ex from about 2 years ago. He changed a little bit. I don't really remember what we use to talk about. It was nice talking to him again. I admit it, I avoided him throughout my freshman year and about a month ago when I said hi to him..he told me that he thought I was ignoring him. Of course I denied it. Ha. It would be nice to start talking ot him, and catching up on things but I don't want to get to involved with him. Drama always happens. Anywho, I really miss my old buddies..Eric and Mr. Brian Abildgaard. I haven't talked to or seen Eric in a long ass time..but I talked to Brian about a week ago. I wish he would come down and hang with his old gangsta posse. I'm pretty sure he has new friends and I'm fine with that. But I hope he doesn't forget us. Same with Eric. Well I better be going now. I'll try to update later. Bye all.

12 Day till Halloween