Saturday, October 08, 2005

Love: a grave mental disease

Well this past week has been very hard for me. My ex and I recently broke off our 6-month relationship. I took it pretty hard. But apparently he didn't. He's already with someone else. I was on the verge of kicking her ass, but I realized that wasn't her that cause me all this pain..she just got in the middle of it. Don't get me wrong..if she does do something that upsets me, I won't be so nice. Ha. But its okay...cause it's better to be alone then in a bad-relationship. I've been doing much better. The first couple of days were so hard. But my spirits are up and I'm not mourning what I had. I don't miss him, I miss who I though he was. A nice, funny, understanding person. Well that's all over with now, and I'm going to move on with life. It'll probably take me awhile to start the dating game again. I already got a few guys who are interested in me. It's quite flattering. Oh no I don't have to worry about not getting those late-night phone calls or having someone not care for me. It's all good now! Well I won't waste anymore valuable blog space for that idiot. I'm done crying over him. Moving on..
I have a marching band competition today in Edna, TX! I really hope we do good. Flutes got the section of the week last night! Yay..I enjoyed some high quality nachos with a side of plastic cheese. It was great. The football game kicked major ass last night! I had so much fun, and we actually won. [because jojo is back on the field] Yeah so things were great. Today is going to be a good day. Hoepfully I can buy a new t-shirt when we got to the Mall after competition is over. Aww..I don't have my buddy Paul to sit with on the bus :( he failed so I guess I find someone else to chat it up with. Well I got to get my stuff together and take a shower. I'll update later about how it all went. Bye All!
anna is in regret on Saturday, October 08, 2005