So a lot of shit has been happening this past week. I did a really horrible, stupid, pathetic thing a couple of days ago. I deeply regret what I once again repeated doing. It doesn't solve anything, but it does help temporarily. I promised that I wouldn't do it again. I'm planning on keeping that promise to my girls. Thank god for our trusty notebook. Moving on...
It was Isaac's birthday 2 days ago. He's 17 now. That makes a 2 year ago difference. That's not bad considering my birthday is coming up soon [December 2nd]. Remember it losers! Well..one thing lead to another and I didn't go to his house to make him his cake. I still have the mix and everything. Maybe next year. If there is a next year that is.
Yesterday we have a football game for the playoffs. Mostly everyone was hoping that we'd lose, but much to our surprise...we kicked major ass! I know I'm going to seem racist or stereotypical..but that team was full of African people...so I'm guessing that's why everyone thought we'd lose! I surly thought that. Ha..before we were going to go on the field..a lot of my girls were waving at the ROTC people from Sam Houston..and some guy was blowing kisses at us so we did it back. Ha, it was freaking hilarious. THEN..when we were marching to the sideline..some large lady sitting by the sideline said "a white band!"..haha. So that was pretty funny. Ha..yesterday was so great. I had so much fun with Lisa, and Alex in the stands! Me and Lisa got freaky with it on the field when we had to shake it. Haha. It was great! I couldn't stop laughing. So after the game was over I went over to Isaac's house to hang out with him for a little while. Turns out his mom and sister were in town. So I got to meet his mama. She was nice. Ha..she even joked around with me! I was surprised haha. Now I know were Isaac got his cleverness from. Ha. I hope she liked me. If not..oh well. I do admit, I was kind of nervous to meet her but I think it turned out pretty good. So yesterday was a pretty good day. Moving on..
I think Jesse hates me. He was trying to get back together with me 2 days ago, when me and Isaac had a small/short breakup. It kind of made me mad that he was doing that when he obviously knew that I was upset about the breakup still. It takes time..and he had the nerve to ask me...that's what pissed me the fuck off. But I'm not mad at him. I can't say the same thing vise versa. I should have cleared things up with him. I was planning on doing so, but fell asleep early that day. Well the next day..I got back together with Isaac. I'm pretty sure he saw us holding hands...and then later that day when I saw him and ryan hanging out by the bandhall..I went over to say hi...but they ignored me. Oh well. I just hope that he doesn't try to start shit with Isaac and ruin my happiness. I know he doesn't like Isaac. His brother told me so. So hopefully nothing bad happens. I just wish that he'd move on and forget about what we use to be. That's the past. The feelings are gone. It may sound harsh but I'm trying to be honest here. For once.
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