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Hello there. Well first of all, things are better. I'm getting better every day and slowly getting over certain things. So that's a very good thing on my part. Slowly but surely I'll move along..

Last Friday we found out that we didn't make annual. That's a pooper but it was certainly a fun experience! But I did get to hang out with all my friends later that day. We had tons of fun just fucking around and what not. Kristin, Megan, and I invited ourselves to sleepover at Melissa's house which wasn't a very good idea. Sorry about that Melissa ha. But we did find a place to crash at [Megans] and we all made a new buddy. Chris "the new guy". He's weird but pretty cool! He fit right in. While at Megan's I got kind of ill and left early. I wouldn't dare go into what happened later that day. Due to me being extremely tired from the night before, I didn't go to the Talent Show. I really regret that because from the looks of it, I could have had a great time and missed out on a lot. Oh well. My weekend was a drag.

This week has been terribly stressing. I'm just about ready to freak the fuck out. I'm really concerned about a few of my classes. I just hope I can pull off making one C or none this six weeks. Fatima is killing me! Things just haven't been going well this week. I haven't been getting much sleep DUE TO CERTAIN PEOPLE KEEPING ME UP! But most of the stress I'm having is my fault. I've just been so lazy lately. I'm ready for school to end. I've just about had it with the work and the people. I'd be better off not going in my opinion. It just messes up my poor tender little mind. School can also be depressing at times but I won't go into that.

Sometimes I feel like just laying down and sleeping forever. All the unfixed problems would just go away. But unfortunately I can't do that and I will not let myself do that. I've already made a change for the better. I hope my friends can except me for it. You know who you are. I don't regret what I did, and I just hope that yall guys will still love me like I love yall. I hope I didn't hurt yall. It was never my intention and will never be. This is who I am. I have so many flaws and have made so many mistakes. But in the end, I will learn from them. I know it will never be the same, but as time goes by things change. Now I just hope that you can accept change in the world around you and change in me. I love you guys.

Well that's all I have for now. I better get to studying and what not. Bye all.