Sunday, February 25, 2007
Last week was horrible.
I had never been that stressed out. It actually made me physically ill. I had migraines everyday and I just felt so weak and tired. There was just so much going on in my life, and I had/have too many problems. I
was failing my algebra 2 class, and I had tons of missing work. I just wanted to give up and say fuck it.
Everything is better now. The six weeks is over and I'm doing okay. I made a 72 in my Algebra class, and I'm pretty sure I'm passing everything else. I really don't understand how people could care less if they passed or not. I'm sorry, but I really do care about my future and I have so many aspirations. I don't want to ruin anything and live in regret. I've been thinking about what I want to do later in life, and I think I figured it out. At first I wanted to go into the medical field to make money and all that good stuff, but would I be happy doing that? Would I wake up every morning loving what I do? I'm aiming towards majoring in music. It's something I love so much. I live and breath it. I have so many dreams. I just want to be happy.
As of right now, I'm happy with the way things are going and that's all I have to say for now.
Goodbye.
"We can rise on the wings of the dove. See blue skies getting caught in the trail of all this smoke. We can rise like candles in the dark."
anna is in regret on Sunday, February 25, 2007